love,sex, KARMA

2011-06-22T16:22:00.002+08:00

Hi , its been awhile since i last update here . :) dah luper pasal blog niey laa . recently , i'hv been bz withh school . dah sec 4 kan . mcm skejap gitu . :) besok g vacation ! yeah ! i left boyf for 4 days . wooohoooo ! :) nk enjoy b4 exams liao . i think thats all for now . will blog soon . now , tkd mood laa . :) bye2 . -.-*

2010-11-11T00:24:00.002+08:00

helloo2 ! welcome back ! hehe ! now , iam bored . aper nk buat uhh ? meeeeeeeeeeek ! tknk ehy . haha ! nary after work ader 'meeting' . heee ! some complaints have been going on at arnolds few days back . like usual , its abit bz during night time so customer have to take q no n make their order at the door , i tell you the reason why ; ferst , its easier for us cause if its full house , all the waiter have to serve the food n drinks so theres no one gonna b entertaining the customer face , secondly , when you are seated n upon receiving ur order slip , u can make ur payment straight at the counter without any hesitation right ? why cant the customer accept the fact that they have to pay ferst ? isnt that the same as any fast food places ? you have to pay ferst then you get ur food . wth ! ok , lets get straight to e point . WE receive a letter of complaint from a evil gorrilla . rrrr ! as usual we take his order at the door and he said that requested for 5 thigh in a 2 person combo meal . after that , he waited outside for 15 min b4 we called his q no which is 62 . and MR M>>>> bring him in n inform him to make his payment ferst at the counter . so he did . he then get back to the seat n started chatting with his WIFE & SON . one of our staff , Ah Ying ,n serve him first with a side dishes so that eventhough waiting for his food to arrive , he can at least eat something meanwhile waiting kan . n then ah ying came back to their table saying that , they need to wait another 10-15mins for the chicken to arrive , so his not happy . he then came to the cashier where my assistant manager is there . so he came with a unhappy face n started talking to 'gelly pau' ; assistant manager . he even scold my manager n even say ' idont care about ur system!' . but people , dont you find it stupid ? its not we that implemented the policy , is our boss . you cannot accept the fact that this is reality , you better get lost . easy right ? we also dont need any humans like you . fussssy chibong ! urgh ! so , he called our restaurant manager which is Missy . afterthat , he explain , blablablablabla ! he said that missy was being rude by rising her voice but at that point of time , there was 3 person talking to her n it was full house , what do you expect ? tk kan nk whisper? bodohh kan ? we didnt say that its our fault , but please , CUSTOMER IS NOT ALWAYS RIGHT ! CUSTOMER ARE HUMAN SO DO WE . chicong ! :) dah lahh , aku mls uhh nk bbual pasal customer yg fussyyyyyy ! hmm .

2010-10-06T22:34:00.002+08:00

heyhey , ya i know that it has been a long time since i last update this dead blogg . hmm , just a review on my ferst 2 exams . English & Mother T . ok lahh , not that bad , still can cope . masehy ader harapan . haha ! tapy upcoming exams will be harder than i imagine . espescially MATHS ! tady stay back till 5 buat maths revision . we did the last year exams punyer revision . twu pun otak mcm nk meletop . i miss my boyf lahh . dyer keje whhile iam at school burning my brain . i amek off smpai abes exam . nk kene do well tawu . haish ! tknk stayback sheyy . hmm , at times school suck lahh .. haha ! hmm , getting tired each day . have'nt get enough sleep makes me go drunken . haha ! da lahh , bby i pun da balek , i nk tydo . besok is another day to burn off my brains .

2010-08-26T21:46:00.002+08:00

heyloooo , hmm , i have not been blogging for quite sometime . bz lahhh . sorrry ehy ? haha ! now at home waiting for boyf reply . hmm , you know what , school now is an ass-A-hole . suck sheyy . you late 5 mins but detention 2 hours . merepek kan ? hmm , ferst day i tk layan tapy second day TERpakse kene pegy pasal hp kene amekk uhh . :) hehe ! i got irritated with the policy now . its darm irrits uhh ! really make me angry . hmm , its ramadan now n i have been puase-ing for 1 week plus n then cnnot puaser . yeah ! haha ! baju rayer , next week baru pegy ngan boyf . i just miss somebody pt dalam . i pity him . pity sangat-sangat . hope he will be fine . ohh yarh , end year exams are coming , study-ing hard for it . but i think i make an improvement in my marks larhh . i dont know what i want to share . it seem empty . hmm , 2morrow finish school at 12.30 then go home , rest then go work . saturday full shift , sunday tatau . haha ! penatt lahhh ! k lorh , dah start menguap niey , nk tydo dulu ehy , bye2* . :)

2010-07-26T16:56:00.002+08:00

helooo ! currently at bby house . ohh yar , bby tk kejer nary . off . he's eating . haha ! i dah kenyang dahhh . :) tapy nmpk sedapp .
jgn luper bacer doa makan . todayy , i feel abit sick . tady pt skolah nk vomit , tapy tk vomit-vomit . haiyohh ! niniie kental haa ! * that was zie . not me . aleer , you tawu lahh . :) haha ! k lahh , zie biseng ! mcm makcikk pt geylang . :) oooppppsss dyer nmppk . bye *

2010-07-20T14:48:00.002+08:00

hmm , just finish watching dangerous minds . the story is very touching man ! i wish i could have a teacher like that teaching me poetry n stuff . it is a amazing story ! hmm , currently , craving for boyf msg . haha ! yarhh , he's working . he told me something very sweet last night . how sweet he is . DARM ! i am not able to see him till this weekend . ohhh , crab ! iam alone at home smoking . my family went to jb to settle some house bill over there . besok i dah kene dtg skolah . goshhh ! n i abes kul 4.30 i think . errmms , got physic class from 2 to 3.30 n afterdhat got maths till 4.30 lahh . goossshh ! puaser is coming ! kahy , i should not freak out . cpat nyer . hmmm . i am so boring at home ! watching tv , surfing , smoking . wat else should i do ? urgh ! should blog later at night . bye !

2010-07-19T21:36:00.002+08:00

currently otf-ing with boyf . kesian dyer besok dah nk kene keje . hmm , i think , dah nk masok seminggu tk jumper dyer . haha ! imy ! crab ! i'hv been listening to song the whole day . i was trap in my house . shit ! biler nk baek niey ? god ! help me pls ! hmm , i'hv been crapping at boyf ears asking him to work n at last , he got a work . i should not tell where he work , its a place where last time i love to go . iam on mc till wednesday then i'll come back to school . i miss my classmate ! they are celebrating racial harmony day 2morrow but the actual day was on wednesday lahh . i also have no idea why they celebrate it 2morrow . hmm , so cant attend . miss the fun ! shuttt man ! i wish i could come n see wats happening in school on that day but unfortunately , i cant . hmm , nehmind . ohh ya , i forgot , i'hv been selected to go india but i dont know weather i should go or NOT . entahh , tk minat uhh india . but its going to be fun over there . dpt tengok taj mahal and etc . fcuk ! dah lahh , malas uhh nk fikirkan . klaw btol2 cikgu nk i pegy then i go . ermss , lagypun , its optional perr .

weekends ? this weekend ? erms , mayb go sheesha ngan boyf n just relax our mind together . idontknow lahh , we will see how it goes nnt . hmm , i think its enough for today . nk bbual ngan my boyf lamer2 . blog again soon . :)

2010-07-17T23:19:00.002+08:00

i wish he was here to cheer me up .
i wish he was here to make me laugh .
i wish he was here to make me smile .
but unfortunately , he's not .
he's gone to somewhere .
aww , i miss him so much .
so much that i cant sleep .
why is this happening to me ?
what should i do ?

help me .

2010-07-17T10:48:00.003+08:00

heyhey ! iam currently sick today . hmm , so baddd ! i n bby was planning to go out today but at last , i plak yg saket . sorry bby . maybe next time . awww , i miss him so much . tady , i bangun at ard 8 gytuh cause my body is aching all over . pening n stuff . hmm , so i msg bby that i'll not be seeing him today . i'll be staying at home till i baek . hmm , mayb one of this weekdays i nk tengok wayang ngan bby . dah lamer tk tengok wayang . ashik tengok muker each other jerr . haha ! :) now , eating n layaning my anak2 sdare yg cute twu . penat sia ! today i plan nk abes kan my homework n chores so besok can relax the whole day . hehe !

kahy , sister bought a i touch . i ? soon will buy . n soon will change my phone . i think i wanna take xperia . hehe ! this month i crave for electronic devices . hee ! yesterday , i n family went to expo for the mega expo sale . mommy spend 60$ on me ONLY . i buy this n that . hmm , thanks mom . dahh lahh . i feel tired now . body start aching already . i need help from doctor ! haha ! bye , updating soon .

2010-07-05T20:16:00.002+08:00

iam confused with my family status right now . skejap okehy , skejap tk okehy . blehy jady giler sia klaw slalu mcm niey . hmm . knaper ehy org tuer tk blehy faham hidop kiter skrg ? aper ? pasal dorg pehy time diff ? tapy , twu dulu , niey skrg perr . they cant expect much from me ? i dont know what they want . irritating sia ! hmm , wth ! haha ! dahh , shut up ! fcuk , fucked up already .

kahy , iam still new in schoool . my mindset lom tukar lagy . still under maintainence . wth ! but still enjoying . hmm , u know what ! my N-level art paper is coming soonnnnnn ! iam very ter-peranjat shey biler dengar . did'nt expect that it will be so fast . shutttt man ! haiyahhh , not ready sheyy . how ? blom pro lagy untk attend N-level punyer art . haha ! hmm , enough with school already .

hmm , old man bought me a new notebook for 500$ jer . haha ! happy with dhat , but now , disaster already . i dont know why i still hate him . mcm 50, 50 blehy accept dyer kerr tak . hmm , currently at bf house n he is SLEPPPINGGG ! infront of me somemore ! wth ! bby ! wake up lahhh ! tido solo sia ! bangunnnnnnn ! bye !

2010-06-30T22:02:00.003+08:00

heyhey ! father bought me a new notebook . haha ! best nyerr ! lappy i , pinjam sister for a while as her lappy rosak , antar repair , so currently now she tk ade lappy to do her work . haha ! i just bought it today . next stop , new handphone . tapy i dont know what hp . any suggestion ? now i using , sony ericsson vivaz . i wanted to change to a new one . hmm . takper lahh . nnt bolehy .

okehy , skolah dah bukak ! haha ! otak buntu already , nehmind , slowly aye . i will try my best for my education . cheeeyy . haha !

me n bby also have been going on well . besok our 2 year 2 month hee ! i will upload pictures soon on my genting trip n many more . hee ! k lahh , update soon . bye ! ~

2010-06-18T02:06:00.002+08:00

the abv pictures is where iam heading to for my holidays . hee !

okehy , today was interesting . bolehy nmpk boyf takot2 . haha ! hmm , nowadays ashik tengok bola jerrr . nari nyer match , greece lawan nigeria , 2 1 . meeeeeeeeeeek . but , nigeria nyer goalkeeper bagussss . kahy dahhh . haha ! it's 2.15am n my eye still staring at my lappy . haha ! boyf just came back from katong . It's his Abg Joe Birthday today . Hmm , iam going hols at genting . go there naek train , balek then bus lorhhh . naek train pasal my mom's dearest brother tk pernah naek train so my family plan to take train . its abt 5 hour journey . i guess . hehe ! hmm , yeah , we book our hotels already . n ape lagy , genting theme park uhh ! haha ! at ferst , they wanted to go langkawi , then i say i dont wan . so me n my stupid adek sdare plan go genting . at last , they just say OK . haha ! Iam riding off at 1.30pm train . ckp pasal theme park , i'll be going to Universal Studios soooooooooooooooon when madagasca , roller coaster Human n Cylon plus Transformer are open then baru pegy shioook ! now , ader yg under maintenance n some are still building . How i know ? I go there with my other schoolmates who take the advance elective module at temasek poly . we take Hospitality & Tourism course . so we got a business pass in and when i ask about the facilities that is under repair , they say what i say just now . BLABLABLABLA . we also go to resort world sentosa ball room and WTF , it can fit up to 5000 people tawu ! wow ! its so big ! hmm , we gone to Garden by the Bay which are still building up . And people , trust me , It will be beautiful n gigantic place . Entrance are free but there's also 2 indoor n air conditioned place which entrance are not for free . I know all this cause i go to their office and i can see a preview of how Garden by the bay looks like . 1 word , Beautiful . There's many entertainment centre , new accommodation n etc are building up cause singapore is aiming for more tourist to hope on to singapore . kahy , done . boyf suroh tydo uhh , nnt biseng mcm makcik . urgh . bye !

A.E.M

2010-06-04T09:16:00.002+08:00

Hello ! its been a long time i never update this dead website , naaahhh , nehmind , bz with the Temasek Poly course . Tomorrow is my last day for my course . i'hv done my presentation n getting ready for my test . All this days was fun . Visiting the USS , Garden by the bay & Resort World Sentosa was interesting , and we visited the place where it is not open to public tawu . Best ! haha , but tired lahh . start at 8.30 in the morning n end up at ard 5.30 in the evening . Wow , what a long day man . Full of lectures & tutorial . ohhh man , iam tired now , update 2morrow ? hee , bye !

i'll try my best

2010-04-09T23:46:00.005+08:00

picture abv is when iam in sec 1 .

me and ❤ have been going on well . wooohooo , a few more weeks is our 2 years n we are planning to go universal studio singapore . tickets are 66bucks for weekdays n 72bucks for weekends . hmm , we save the money already . hehe ! hope to go dhere for our anni . altogether we need to pay 144bucks n need to bring along 30bucks for expenses . hehe ! we have been saving money since 2 months ago . i think we would have enough lahh . hope so . cause i really want to go dhere again . :) i fall in love with the freaking rides . i love my BF !

kahy , school as per normal , nothing change accept the school surroundings n subjects . wth , MATHS is getting worse dhen ever . haha ! why does it have to be complicated ? haiyah , irritated tawu tk ? even BF pun tk lehy ajar i maths . harapkan cikgu jerr . the more i face the teacher , e more i'll hate the subject dhat the teacher taught us . haha ! weird uhh school .

today , hmm , i go for a talk with my counsellor from 8.30 till abt 10 plus at bedok macdonalds , she treat me a meal . n we talk about my result n talk abt after i take my N levels , if i can qualify for O levels , dhen i'll not miss dhat chance , if not dhen , continue studying lorhh . IF i passed my O levels , i would like to continue my studies to poly to get diploma cert . haha ! dhis is what i plan in future , so dheres nothing wrong if i want to do dhis way cause dhis is my life n dhis is how i lead it . watever it is , my wish is to get in poly . :) hope ❤ can push me up till poly . hope he give me support . STUDY ! with HIGH education , u can get anything you want . hehe ! cheyy , haha ! wish to achieve , trying hard to control between play times n studying . i wanna be different from others , i want to prove dhat i can do it as what i promised to my late grandma which has passed away 9 years ago when iam 6 years old i think . when i start growing , i'll remember the promise dhat me n grandma made , n now , iam going to achieve it but , if i failed , i'll sacrifise 2 years at ITE n if got dhat opportunity to go poly , i'll go n continue studying . :)

never let me go bby .

2010-04-01T22:50:00.005+08:00

i feel dhat everything ard me , everything dat i had is destroy , i never want dis to happen . my head hurts thinking of you . it affects me badly , everything in me . i have nothing now . i cant smile , laugh , giggles like how i use to be . i miss the old times dhat we had together . it was so sweet n i cant even forget dhat moment till now . now , without you by my side , i feel lonely , i feel leftout . iam sorry abt my attitude , but dhis is not the way we settle things out bhy . iloveyou , i really do . you are everything to me , but when u're gone , i have nothing . i have nothing left to say now , its just dhat iam goin to say a phrase dhat i never forget to say to you EACH day ; iloveyou . 1 more month bby n its gonna be our big day . :(

okehy , school sucks as i keep thinking of something dhat make my head hurts . i'hv done my homework . hmm , i just had my oral in school just now , it goes of well in my reading , conversation & picture discription . friends in school realised dhat iam in a bad mood n i have problems due to my face dhat always been moody n boring face . i eat just a little during recess cause i dont have any appetite to eat . i keep on thinking abt him till now . his name pop up , our images pop up , everything dhat we did together , pop out from my mind , n i keep asking , when can i have it back ? haish . i'll be blogging soon . ; mood swing .
sorry guys . i hope you understand .

ILOVEYOU ; ZIE !

Happiness

2010-03-28T20:59:00.006+08:00

♥ , you said u want to make things ryte , but dhis is not the way its suppose to be . Dhis is not what i'hv wish for . I wish for Happiness , but what did WE get now ? It does'nt effect me alone , it affect you too bby , but its weird dhat you just put it aside . u dont even want to make a change , all you do is throw it , forget it , and just act as per normal . Everyday i think n i cried of you cause u did'nt fulfil your words . Dheres no point of me saying something but all u do is DUMP IT ! i try to advise you alot of time , but it does'nt works . what am i suppose to do to make WE back as the wat it suppose to be . Not like dhis ! u know what bby , if we were to continue like dhis , WE will not last . Iam so sorry . :(

Universal Studio Singapore .

2010-03-20T23:14:00.000+08:00

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It was our special day , iam very thankful to mendaki for a tour to UNIVERSAL STUDIO SINGAPORE ! ouh , iam very fortunate to be here ! it super awesome ! the rides are super duper fun , nothing can describe the ride unless u try it urself to experience it . it was the best ride ever ! i cant say anything dhat describe dhis theme park , it just SUPER AWESOME ! hmm , i'll be begging my parents to go here again ! u must try the rides , its scary ! :) ily mendaky ! :) dhere are more pictures to be uploaded when i receive the pictures okehys ?

2010-03-18T23:05:00.003+08:00

Its Nur Dini Fitriani & her Brother , Muhd Aqil Fitri .
ilovedhemsomuch !~

I LOVE YOU ; FRIENDS .

2010-03-17T23:28:00.004+08:00

Friends ; i should not mention the names ; i hope u guys read dhis .

dheres no point saying dhat we r friends but deep inside , u r hating dhat person . i love you guys , i love the way u treat me LAST time , i love everything dhat you guys did . i stop gossiping & talking bad abt you guys cause i'hv realised my MISTAKE doing dhis at MY OWN friends . yarh , i understand gossiping is a common attitiude in lady's , bt you have a mouth to gossip ard , why dont you stand infront of the person dhat u're gossiping abt n tell the person what r u saying abt dhem . or let just say - STRAIGHT FORWARD . i'am not trying to stop u guys from doing dhis , but u must always remember the person dhat u're gossiping abt is ur OWN friends unless u hate dhat person for a good reasons. i'am not trying to spot mistake dhat you did , iam just telling it was WRONG . being a 2 face human will make people hate you MORE . be a angel infront of the face , be a devil behind the back . i know , i'hv did dhis before , n u guys did it too right , but since i'hv realised , i'll not do dhat again cause u're my FRIENDS . u dont need to hate me or talk bad abt me when i'am a friend of a person dhat u hate . ohh c'mon people . i can see dhat u all are doing great without me , n iam not forcing u all to be with me . as long as u all are happy , i'll also feel the same . u all stop msging me , call me or even talk to me . u all talk with me when i start talking n after dhat freaking conversations dhere's not much talking . how can i get use to u guys when u all acting like dhis , as if iam a stranger to you guys . i'hv know u all for the past 2 years but now i feel dhat u guys are separating from ME . i can see dhat . its okehy for me dhen . i appreaciate the smile that u all give me , i appreaciate everything dhat u have done . i dont ask anything for u guys to do . just wanted to say i really miss the OLDS of u guys . sincere is all u need to complete the string of friendship . FRIENDS are to support me from behind when iam falling , but now , iam always falling without any support . thanks for being with me .

UR OWN FRIEND ;
NINIIE.HERSHEY

2010-03-16T20:45:00.004+08:00

We Are The World ; haiti . every words has a meaning . do hear the song . very meaningful . :) Haitian Government reports that between 217,000 and 230,000 people had been identified as dead, an estimated 300,000 injured, and an estimated 1,000,000 homeless. The death toll is expected to rise . They also estimated that 250,000 residences and 30,000 commercial buildings had collapsed or were severely damaged.

Justin Bieber]

There comes a time
When we head a certain call
[Nicole Scherzinger & Jennifer Hudson]
When the world must come together as one
[Jennifer Hudson]
There are people dying
[Jennifer Nettles]
And its time to lend a hand , to life
The greatest gift of all
[Josh Groban]
We can't go on
Pretending day by day
[Tony Bennet]
that someone, somehow will soon make a change
[Mary J Blige]
We are all a part of
God's great big family
And the truth, you know love is all we need

[Chorus]
[Michael Jackson]
We are the world
We are the children
[Michael Jackson and Janet Jackson]
We are the ones who make a brighter day
So lets start giving
[Barbra Streisand]
Theres a choice were making
We're saving our own lives
It's true well make a better day
Just you and me
[Miley Cyrus]
Send them your heart
So they'll know that someone cares
[Enrique Iglesias]
so their cries for help
will not be in vain
[Nicole Scherzinger]
We can't let them suffer
no we cannot turn away
[Jamie Foxx]
Right now they need a helping hand!
[Wyclef Jean]
Nou se mond la
We are the Children
[Adam Levine]
We are the ones who make a brighter day
so lets start giving
[Pink]
Theres a choice were making
Were saving our own lives
[BeBe Winans]
It's true well make a better day
Just you and me

[Michael Jackson]
When you're down and out
There seems no hope at all
[Usher]
But if you just believe
Theres no way we can fall
[Celine Dion]
Well, well, well, well, let us realize
That a change can only come
[Fergie]
When we stand together as one

[Chorus - All]
We are the world
We are the children
We are the ones who make a brighter day
So lets start giving
[Nick Jonas]
Got to start giving
[All]
Theres a choice we're making
Were saving our own lives
[Toni Braxton]
It's true well make a better day
Just you and me
[Mary Mary]
We are the world
We are the children
[Tony Bennet]
It's for the children
[Isaac Slade]
We are the ones who make a brighter day
[Toni Braxton]
So lets start giving

[Lil Wayne]
Theres a choice were making
Were saving our own lives
It's true well make a better day
Just you and me

[Chorus - All]
We are the world
We are the children
We are the ones who make a brighter day
So lets start giving
[Akon]
Theres a choice we're making
We're saving our own lives
It's true we make a better day
Just you and me .

[T-Pain]
We are the world
We are the children
We are the ones who make a brighter day
So lets start giving
[Jamie Foxx imitating Ray Charles]
Choice we're making
saving our own lives
It's true well make a better day,
just you and me

[Rapping - LL Cool J, Will-I-Am, Snoop Dogg, Busta Rhymes, Swizz Beatz]
We all need somebody that we can lean on
when you wake up look around and see that your dreams gone
when the earth quakes we'll help you make it through the storm
when the floor breaks a magic carpet to stand on
we are the World united by love so strong
when the radio isnt on you can hear the songs
a guided light on the dark road your walking on
a sign post to find the dreams you thought was gone
someone to help you move the obstacles you stumbled on
someone to help you rebuild after the rubbles gone
we are the World connected by a common bond
Love the whole planet sing it along
[Wyclef]
CABARETT

[Chorus - All]

[Kanye West]
Everyday citizens
everybody pitching in

[Singing - Children & Wyclef Jean]
Nou se mond la
nou se timoun yo

[Will-I-Am]
You and I
You and I
[Kanye West]
Uh, 12 days no water
what's your will to live?
[Will-I-Am]
we amplified the love we watching multiply
[Kanye West]
Feeling like the Worlds end
we can make the World win
[Will-I-Am]
Like Katrina, Africa, Indonesia
and now Haiti needs us, the need us, they need us

[Chorus - All]
[Wyclef Jean]

Haiti, Haiti, Ha, Ha, ha, ha, ha
Haiti, Haiti, Ha, Ha, ha, ha, ha
Haiti, Haiti, Ha, Ha, ha, ha, ha

2010-03-07T23:43:00.005+08:00

baby cribs - lepak - home .

ubin camp .

2010-03-05T20:52:00.001+08:00

more pictures r to b uploaded soon .

Singapore Flyers .

2010-03-01T21:01:00.006+08:00

helooo people ! iam back ! hehe ! hilang kejap . :) kahy , bz with school uhh . hmm , btw , todays my anni . hehe ! 2 years is coming up ! wooohooo ! kahy , just know the NA's go to the Singapore Flyer . hehe ! interesting journey . fun but HOT ! plus penat . i was so frustrated with the weather . hmm , here are some pictures ;

before boarding .

atiqah n izzati .

atikah

fellow classmates .

the other half of our classmates are in this capsule .

kahy , hmm , other pictures will upload soon as soon as i get the pictures from my classmates . :)
kahy , iam tired now , just finish packing up for camp dhis wednesday . yeah ! pictures a camp will be uploaded . just wait !~ iam gonna miss u man !

Random ,

2010-02-21T20:10:00.002+08:00

If ' I LOVE YOU' is only 3 words , why is it worth a million ?
; do you know e ans ?
- yeah , it's all come from ur heart . how sincere ur love towards e person , how much u treasure e person , how much u really love dhat person n dhats why its WORTH a million .

okehy , niniie boring , niniie rindu baby niniie sangat2 ; my baby HOTSHOT . abt my day on Sat , it was good . i n waty go bugis n we window shopping jerr . so , i have the budget to buy something for upcoming baby bday . after thinking abt the things dhat i want to buy , we go to the SUPERMAN shop , its where everything is batman , superman , supergirl stuff . may look childish , but it was super coooooool ! awesome ! ~ i so FCUKING admire the shoe ! grrrrrrrrr ! it cost 189 bucks i think . expensive lahh kan . so me n waty was thinking of working . tapy we're not ready yet . so yarh , talk abt working while walking . n dhen suddenly a person pad me from e back n give me n waty a card abt job . hmm , doing runway shows , advertisement n model n etc . i cant remember n i lost e card . so they took down our name , age n phone num afterdhat i look at waty n waty look at me with BLUR* kind of face . haha ! so , we go jalan2 at bugis jerr . interesting day uh . FUNNY things happen ard us . :) ty waty .

2010-02-18T22:40:00.003+08:00

kahy , i'hv got good news . haha ! i got free tickets to the sentosa universal world or watever it is suppose to be called . Hmm . iam going dhis 28 feb . yeah ! best nyerr ! kahy , its been weeks since i last update blog . so , sorry . :) hmm , been bz with schools n sometime i dont usually surf net during weekdays . weekends , maybe lahh kans ? kahy , i miss Radhi n 'gang' so much . kahy , watever . currently chatting with Yanasiowtii n Yantokid . uhh bagos uhh , duer2 start with 'y' . hmm , dorg tanyer khabar jerr n talk abt whats going on in life . kahy lahh , relationship with friends n bf are okehy but with family ader agak mcm sial uhh . hehe ! u know lahh , saper yg tkder family prob ryte ? hmm , fought with family . they always think negative as if it will really2 happen to me . ohh , c'mon , i know 15 is not a big num , but iam not as bad as a 2 years old girl ryte ? they just cant understand me n my WAY of leading my lyfe . :) wthhhhhhhh ! i feel very tight . like dheres no privacy . No way iam gonna let dhem know everything in me . hmm , darh lahh , change channel . hmm iam going for my camp soon ! yeah ! at Pulau Ubin jerr . 3 days 2 night camp . sounds boring but let have a try . u'll never know unless u try ryte ? :) hmm , schools became boring as days goes by . hmm BORINGGGGGGGGGGGGG ......... . zzzzzzzzzz !~ hmm , k lahh . i'hv nothing to say at the moment , my brain has stop working . haha ! k bye ! & i love zie ! ~

2010-02-09T22:07:00.003+08:00

okiu , here its goes ;

i dont know what to say or describe what iam feeling ryte now , iam confuse . i dont know which way am i suppose to go . if i go ur way , what would my future be ? if i go another way , wat would my life be ? miserable like you or happy like others ? i'am stress thinking abt all dhis that is happening in my life ryte now . i dont know when will it ends . i really put hope on watiu & radhiu . they r the ones who support me . i appreciate dhat , but till when i need to be supported ? i'hv been thinking all dhis each day but i dont know how to face the challenges of my future without you by my side . now , iam suppose to make someone happy but how am i suppose to do dhat when i myself is feeling strange n weird . i cant , but i need too just to make sure you are happy before anything happens so dhat u'll remember every single things dhat we did together will not be erase from ur freaking brain ! i would not want to lose anybody in my life cause i know its hard & pain to run all dhis , n i'hv been through dhis PROBLEMS alot of times . i donno when problems going to end so i'll happily laughing , smiling for the rest of my life . but i know its impossible . IMPOSSIBLE ! iam so scared of dhis word . urgh ! people always say 'just move on' . but its hard u know , someone u love , care & treasure leave u n u'll accept it ? no way u're going to say 'yes' as a ans . if u do dhat so , u r a liar . ohh , c'mon , we're humans n humans have dhis kind of feelings / emotions call 'LOVE' . u understand freaks ? u know e meaning of it ryte ? so common sense , its the feeling dhat u have when u lost someone dhat u really2 freaking idiotly fuckingly LOVE ! haish ! so , now , if u're in my shoes , what would you do ? runaway n stay quiet ? or just FCUKcare abt dhis matter ? or watever uhh ! i need some opinions . please give me some for me to get out of dhis THICK JUNGLE with full of crappy things . i hope u know what i mean . which way ? wat direction ? need to do what ? everything ! ur help is needed ! ohh crap , iam so freaking tired of running all dhis ? till when i need to be patient ? i had enough ! its enough n its tooooooooooooo much for a coming 15 years old young lady like me ! help me !
STRESS !

2010-02-05T00:05:00.003+08:00

something went wrong somewhere between me n zie . so , ....................... long story
[ iam unavailable ] . bye , bz dhese days n mood swing .

2010-01-30T23:32:00.003+08:00

helooooooo heloooooooooooo ! kahy , tady meet bf , haha ! kahy , great dayy . tapyy nnt niniie boring sheyy tk dpt jumper bf slalu pasal dyer dah start kejer besok , so ihv to encourage him larhh kans . hahas ! bagus lah dyer kerje so in future he have some money in his hands . kan bhy ? hmm , nehmind , we'll still have our time ryte ? *cheeky face . kahy , bf tady give me something very painful , its a present but its painful . hahas ! kahy , sssshhhhh ! ~ currently now surfing the internet n dengar lagu sambil eat rotty . mendak man , bf asleep already cause dyer nk bngn siang at 5.30am . kesian kan bby niniie ? hehe ! tkper lahh , work hard kayh bhy ? dhen play hard , hahas ! meeeeekk . k larh , niniie tired already . bye . updating when iam free F R E A K S !~

2010-01-28T23:11:00.002+08:00

okehy , picture abv , zie mcm pompuan kan ? hahas ! kahy , he was the one who asked me to tied up his hair , so i did , n i took a picture of it , he you go dear . bye ! love you . ouh yarh , today , a great day but radhi never come school . boringggg . kahy , 2morrow , planning to go out after school but donno go where . discussing ngan bby . k . pape , i'll update more . iam tired , just finish research for Temasek Poly course ; Hospitality & Tourism . k , done ! bye .

dhis is ur latest , not ur olds .

2010-01-26T21:10:00.006+08:00

okehy , sat , i went wavehouse with zie n some of his other friends , it was very tiring . DEHYDRATION ! :) but overall , it was fun uhh . hmm .

school was very tiring , iam so exhausted . i'hv not done my art work yet . go n die larhh ! 'so many work to do . butt i promise myself dhat i'll be a schoolholic lady . hahas ! meeeeeeek , mendak larhh . haish ! ~
here dhis out ;

u dont need lose dhat person n start to love n treasure dhem afterdhat
after dhey are gone ? a big NO is my opinion .
its too late to turn back the time where it use to be .
its hard to win & gain back dhat person heart when u'hv hurt it .
so start loving dhem now , appreciate dheir kindness , sacrifises , dheir concern , care
n last but not the least , dheir LOVE towards you .
U'll never know how important u are in dheir life , so dont ignore dhem .
U'll never know dhat each seconds in dheir life , dhey keep think abt you , ur health , ur situations , ur movements , so do ur part by doing e same way dhat they should be treated .
U'll never know how much dhey love you deeply inside , so give dhem chance to prove to you dhat he/she really love you .
U'll never know how painful when u'hv hurt dheir heart , so take good care of dhem the same way as if its a gold dhat no one can afford to have or buy acept you .
u dont wanna lose it right ? even me . :)
n DON'T make [someone] ur TOP PRIORITY when u r only dheir options . cause u'll never know dhat the person dhat you love is the same as the person who hates you .
TAAAAAAAAAAADAAAAAAAAAAA ! ~

hmm , kahy , iam bored , bby tk text me , donno where is he n wat is he doing . bby change , not to the way dhat i loike , but to the way dhat i HATE . hmm , he promise me to cahnge when we're back together , so now dhat were back , things become worst , so i hope , i beg , i pray dhat i want my ziE to be his OLDself not his LATESTself . kahy bhy ? say NO to fight , please , i wanna build something new dhis year . i wanna spent MORE time with you ONLY ! ~ please make 2010 a meaningful so dhat the memories dhat we had together will stay forever ! just do dhis task together for each other n things will turn out well in future , trust me bhy , iloveyou .

bye !~

2010-01-22T23:57:00.003+08:00

definitely so boring , currently msging with boyf , asking each other about our plans 2morrow . hmm , party or movie ? tatau lah kans ? hmm , bored uhh , at last its friday now , iam so freaking tired with PingYi school . study , study , study . standard . penat tawu , not been meeting bby for 2 days , miss u lahh bby . hahas ! ~ k lah , nothing much to say , update on sunday aites . bye !~

2010-01-19T21:04:00.003+08:00

okehy , niniie sengajer tarok gmbr niey besar2 kerane , niniie tawu mereka sungguh teramat CUTE ! ~ kans ? kahys , i have'nt do my ART PROJECT dhat need to be hand up by next 2 weeks i think . hmm , kind of bored now . okehys , fyi , those who have been msging me weekdays from 8am to 11am & 11.30am to 2.30/2.00pm , sorry if i replied you late or even worst , never reply ur msges , iam concentrating at class , so when i have my recess at 11 dhen i'll reply if i checked my phone . now school finish at 2 & 2.30pm , meeeeek ! boring sheyy , dulu 1.30pm , hmmphf ! kahy , i have my 'PAL' test 2morrow , ; mathematics , gosssshhh ! sucks ! iam bad in mathermatics cause i dont understand the methods dhat is use . different teachers have different kind of teaching , but dhis teacher worst , i dont understand at all , some classmates , sleep during her lesson . :) ; but others , i will stay awake even if iam very sleepy . haha ! k lahh , iam going to sleep now , waking up at 7.30am 2morrow cause school starts late . bye !

happy birthday kecyk !

2010-01-18T22:15:00.004+08:00

everybody , listen up !~

today is Kecyk Retro Boy Birthday !

; so kecyk , dhis is from , me , zie , radhi & waty :
HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY RYAN !
we hope dhat u'll become taller n be a more better person in future .
n hope dhat all dhat u wish , will come true one day . :)
n we miss you ! :)

okehy , me n bf going well , more better . i loike . hehe !
his been fetching me up from school each days n spent time together . hehe !

ily.ily.ily.ily.ily.ily.ily.ily.ily
ily.ily.ily.ilyily.ily.ily.ily
ily.ily.ily.ily.ily.ily.ily.ily.
ily.ily.ily.ily.ily.ily.ily.ily !~

2010-01-17T22:30:00.003+08:00

seperti yg dijanji kan , sunday , i'll update my blog . sorry for not updating my blog for the time being now , kind of bz with school . its been the third week of school . wahh , cpat ehys ? good dhen . okehy , yesterday , i , zie n waty go tempat fanatic ; marina n esplanade , but , nothing interesting dhat catch my eyes , so , get boring n proceed to marine parade mee , ajii , JJ & radhi . so , dorg smuer otak mereng sket , so , layankan lah karenah dorg yg merepek itu . hahas ! after a while , go chai chee , lpk n go home .

today ; went grandlink with my HOTSHOT , waty , & radhi , maen pool . cause nk go karaoke , no available so decided to playy pool . zie n radhi play for the ferst 2 game , afterdhat me n waty . fun larhh kans , afterdhat , went chai chee , lpk n go home . nothing fun larhh kans . kahy , good news , i get new handphone by the end of dhis month . n bad news , niniie laparr ! i have'nt eaten . waiting for mama n ayah balek . dhey go fetch my baby's . hahas ! kahy , iam kind of tired . so bye !~

2010-01-12T22:24:00.005+08:00

sorry people , iam bz with schools , studying . :) will update dhis sunday , i Promise . a long story kahys ? no worries , now , iam gonna sleep like a pig for another tiring , bored , but fun days at school . bye .

2010-01-07T23:07:00.002+08:00

kahys , i just finish my malay homework . cheyy , buat hw sheyy niniie . Rajin dyer . currently missing someone ; KECYK RETRO . yarh , i know , u should know him , dyer kan Famous . haha ! tapy dyer irritating ! ashik chat jerr , mintak present . tatau malu kan muker dyer ? haha ! dah 16 pun nk present , da besar perr . n the present yg dyer nk is all the expensive stuff , mcm lah kiter niey banyak sangat duet . hahas ! last year i treat him go colour his tattoo's for bday present , dhis year nk lagy ., gila uhh lu kecyk ! hahas !

; "Love is everything it's cracked up to be. That's why people are so cynical about it...It really is worth fighting for, risking everything for. And the trouble is, if you don't risk everything, you risk even more."

; "First romance, first love, is something so special to all of us, both emotionally and physically, that it touches our lives and enriches them forever." - yarh , true , true , true .

just one look in the mirror
And I know I don't look the same being alone
I don't walk the same without you on my arm, I lost my charm
I don't know how I made it before
Cuz you are my future for sure
And now that it's over I dont know how I'm gonna get by..

With no more you , with no more you ,
What am I gonna do?
with no more you..
To see me through,
with no more you
What am I gonna do?
with no more you
Can't believe there's no more you..

I look at my passenger side
And there's nobody to ride with me for life
It feels like the end, I lost my friend
I can't sleep at night,
Because your side ain't occupied
The hurt in my eyes, won't go away
I'm in so much pain..

With no more you , with no more you ,
What am I gonna do?
there's no more you..
To see me through,
with no more you
What am I gonna do?
there's no more you
Can't believe there's no more you..

Don't know if I can make it or not..
Everybody sees that I'm going through a lot
It's hard being alone,
When you used to be on top
Call for you, there's no more you
I stop for a minute then I pinch myself
I can't believe I'm here by myself
I can't do anything without your help.
Call for you, there's no more you.

With no more you , with no more you ,
What am I gonna do?
there's no more you
To see me through,
with no more you
What am I gonna do?
there's no more you
Can't believe there's no more you..

2010-01-06T23:47:00.004+08:00

gosh ! aku tk sangker aku amek ART !~ cause i apply for F&N . hehe ! kayhs , school makes me go hmmmmmmmmm , hahas ! i bought some books n stationary . kahys best . :) schooool , make it fun bebeh ! please , i wanna come school everyday ! haha ! LOL !~ meeeek ! iam bored , done packing up wih my school things . gonna buy new one soon . still using the old want . Everlast bag , iam gonna buy you ! ~ urgh ! i crave for dhat sia !
k bye !

I LOVE SCHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL !

please settle me down !

2010-01-05T23:19:00.004+08:00

gmbr kawan rapat niniie . kahy , dhese days niniie stress , banyak fikiran . kayh , niniie dah sec 3 taw . haha ! school starts well , iam a Schoolholic Lady . :)

radhi & waty , thanks for being by myside everyday . both of you are the only place dhat i can lean on . i'hv shared alot with you guys n you guys have shared alot with me . family probs , relationship , studies are the probs dhat i had now . the only people dhat giving n ENCOURAGING me is dhem . i think dhat i lost everything , why it have to ended up like dhis ? why me ? why now ?! iam stress up ! all dhis is playing at my brain every seconds , even at school . i cant really concentrate in my studies . n i take dhis year very seriously . dhis year is a critical year for me . i dont want to end up with no satisfied feelings . i'hv set my goals , my target for my examinations marks . i promise myself not to play a fool dhis year . i dont want people to look down on me abt studies , behaviour & my attitude . i dont want to feel ashamed . i want to feel proud n satisfied at the end of the day with the hard work that i'hv put on . i want to prove others wrong . iam trying my best , but dhis FREAKING problems makes me lose concentration . but to achieve dhis goals , i need to put on effort , but how ?! with dhese problems playing ard , how am i going to do it ? i cant even trust myself now . but iam still trying my best . iam not gonna give up , cause i know dhat when i give up , everything will be over , and the only feeling dhatt i'll feel , ; REGRET . haish !

iam done . bye ! ~

iam out of the box .

2009-12-30T01:45:00.004+08:00

hmmm , iam confuse of life , iam confuse of everything ard me , friends , family , everybody ! ~ aku niey dah mcm org gila lari dary rumah dyer , i dont know wats up with me , setiap kali aku nk relax , mesti ader sajer yg aku kene fikirkan , mcm2 bende yg patot aku fikirkan . stress , pusing , bingung ! ~ something is hiding from me , something dhat will tell the truth is hiding somewhereeee , ahahh ! underneth my table ! lol , meeeeerepeks ! yarh , but i feel something is hiding from me , dhats make me go GILA ! best sia ! dhis 4 to 5 days iam going terribly gila somewhere , wire otak dah putus . aku tatau knaper aku jady niey mcm . aper sebab nyer , mengaper , smuer aku tatau . yg aku tawu , aku gila . haha ! but segila aku pun , tk segila org yg BTOL2 GILA . yeah . aku cumer , pusing , bingung , stress , confuse , capek , smuer in 1 , dah mcm milo 3 in 1 . kay mereps lagyk . hahas ! i put my top priority Ferst , dhen the others , now , family makes me go !@%* . i want my family back kahys , i should not put every single detail abt whats going on with my family , Personal . iam just giving hints of whats happening to myself now . kayh , roughly u know whats iam like now . kahy , ilovehim !~ bye !

2009-12-28T01:14:00.006+08:00

brother luppp !~ nyeeeeeet !

my babi friend .

2009-12-26T21:01:00.004+08:00

so nary ader undangan , wake up at 8.45 . iam late ! gonna die ! ~ so cpat2 siap , bring makeups n dhen chiow to abg aliff cribs , took taxi . ~ e day start n end well . so well ! hahas ! aku rindu sama adha n The Angkong Siao Boy ! ~ hahas ! sungguhh rinduu sama mereka ! :) dah larh ! penat uhh , 2morrow kahys ?

2009-12-26T00:01:00.003+08:00

helllooooo readers , kahy i woke up early dhis morning , ard 9.30am . afterdhat kluar rumah at ard 10.25 ? i think so uhh . meet ______ dhen off to abg aliff crib for kenduri , after kenduri , went meet _______ again . slack till ard 9 plus , dhen my FCUKING BABI friend dhat leave me for months face came out from somewhere , so i spotted him n i came running to him n give him a pinch at his face n repeatedly saying 'aku rindu kaw' . haha ! meeeeeeeek ! talk to him , n dhen he went off to meet someone dhen he return back n say dhat , 'the someone' ajak go sapedek . so went sapedek n home swweetttt homeyy , reached home , tkder org pt rumah , meeeeeeeeeeek ! mangkok sia ! mama go night safari , alaaaarh ! mama jahat sia ! nehhmind , i'll go to the zoo ngan _______ one day . watching Alvin n The Chipmunk 2 dhis Monday ! ~ 31st , cmon , i cant wait for the date to come , RADHI , dhat will be OUR last ehys ? hahas ! cepatting dehhh ! enggak sabar nieyy ! kahy , penat ! bye !

2009-12-23T23:20:00.003+08:00

okehy , aku bingung ! aku capek !

tags reply ;

chikqa ; Hello ! Where have you been ? &I miss you , hell lots . Party on the 26th December . I'm turning sexy 17th . Holla at me .

NINIIE ; omg ! imy truck loads ! on the 26th ? beep me , 82511471 . hit me cousin love !

Ayien ; Ninie, imissyou

NINIIE ; aww , so sweet , imy too babe ! ~

maman ; abeyh birthday maman tkderh???!!!hhmmpff

NINIIE ; lek uhh , niniie tatau bday maman biler , next time jumper , blang niniie kahys ?

zaza ;I miss you too babe . Biler nak jumper ?

NINIIE ; yeah , miss you too babe ! umper ? pape msg jerr . :) c you soon !

2009-12-22T23:43:00.005+08:00

ooppps !

okehy , i'hv not updated for quite sometimes , bz n somemore i go melaker for my holidays . okehy , it was an interesting one . haha ! go pub n play pool till 1am in the morning at hotel lobby . haha ! food dhere is also interesting , but so tired . go for shopping , swimming n more interesting things dhat we do dhere . hmm , got back at ard 11pm plus .

okehy ; [T]hat [J]ep [R]ocks ! hehe ! his a different kind of person dhat i know . i did'nt know him dhat well yet larh cause we're not dhat close last time . haha ! his now babysitting . haha ! kesian dyer , dary pagy taw . kesian tk dpt lpk cause nk kene babysit . :) . okehy larh twu , training skg , nnt da ader anak , senang . kans ? hahs !

kahy , nary , niniie tk kluar , jady goodgirl pt rumah , jager my prince n princess baby . okehy , iam tired dhis days , ashik banyak makan jerr . maklom larh , nk jady gemuks ! meeekk !~ currently chatting with Yantokid n Mamat , dhey have probs dhat dhey wanna share with me , so iam willing to hear dhem say whats dheir problems actually dhen i'll give my opinion on wat dhey should do . but everything happens for a reason . just accept it . some of dhem believes in Karma , i do believe it too . ; whats goes ard , comes ard . yeahhh . dhats my game . wanna play ? hahas ! k larh , i have nothing left to say anymore .

and to all WIR[A]RJUNA ; peringatan ! ~
dhis friday , 25th december , ader kenduri di rumah abg Aliff . smuer nk kene sampai at 12 afternoon . bagy lelaki , bawak capal n tolong pakai sluar panjang ehys ? no excuses , respect by wearing long jeans okehys untk kenduri ? bagy yg wanita , tolong bawak baju n bende2 untuk undangan the next day ; 26th . jgn luper ! pakaian untk pergy kenduri biar senonoh sket kahys ? biar manis dipandang org . aper2 just msg me , Yantokid ataw Aneh . see u all guys soon . dtg taw , tkmu tk dtg . hehe !

bye !

love ?

2009-12-14T01:06:00.003+08:00

"Niniie honey, usually you're relaxed, good natured and able to roll with the punches, but right now have you feeling a mite more sensitive than usual, especially when it comes to romance."
quite true uhh .

2009-12-11T23:31:00.003+08:00

kahy , niey gmbr2 yg left out dhat time , yg kiter ader undangan .
so here you go .

btw , seha ; HAPYY 14th BIRTHDAY ! siap ! besok kene rabak uhh ! c u at ur chalet !

kahy tady g training , penatt sheyy ! thanks to abg aliff uhh . hehe ! :)
bye !

2009-12-10T23:13:00.005+08:00

having fun !

anehh semangat !

okehy , dhat me ! nga nyanyi duet ngan abg aliff . think so ?

helooo ! hehe ! nga saket tekak !

yantokid ; while abg aliff is choosing songs behind .

abg berdangdut .

semangatkan ?

aneh was singing duet ngan abg aliff .

aneeeeeh !

abg aliff .

waty giler !

possing ! candid !

myself .

okehy , niniie bershopping nari ! g kampong collection beli sanggol n some 'wanita' punyer stuff for upcoming undangan . haha ! afterdhat gy karaoke ; 2 hours . alarh 20 bucks jerr . coming up ! dhis 26 gy lagyk . niey kali mesti ramai punyer . after undngan , conferm pegy ! abt maybe 17 - 20 people uhh ! conferm best punyer . kahy2 ! niniie jual tekak siak pt karaoke ! terpekik terlolong ! haha ! most yg nyanyi is me & abg aliff . yg laen nyanyi sket2 . nehmind , still got another one . hmm , tady nga nyanyi shiok-shiok , teros dah bes shey , so tambah lagy 1 hour . after dhat 1 hour , we go back home . kahy , yg g karaoke hanyer 5 org jerhh . abg aliff , waty , me , yantokid & anehhh ! hehe ! kahy , 2morrow i got training . nk rehat ! taking care .

2009-12-10T00:23:00.006+08:00

i went johor today . yarh , see my house over day . payy here n dhere .
:)
tired . bye .

i liketoday .

2009-12-06T22:10:00.005+08:00

time nk balek ; getting more gila !

more MORE gila !

retarded ?

look at her !

waty ;

iam so tired , look at me ! MASAI !

NORA & WATY .

me & zaza .

the five girls .

okehy , today tired gyler ! seriously tired ! tk blehy angs man ! tapy dpt makan cekek muntah ke darah ! haha ! kahy , i slept at 2.30 last night n need to wake up at 7 am IN THE MORNING ! cause i have dhis undangan at yishun . hmm . after bathing , i msg waty asking her what time to meet , dhen i say ard 8.30 . so , i went to meet her n straight go to abg aliff cribs with not a single make up on me ! i still got the face of sleepyness . haha ! [ watever the spelling is ] . hmm . so reached abg cribs , ard 9 .05am . dhen not all was dhere ; almost . a few more otw . so we waited for our turn to changed . at last the girls get the room ferst ! so 5 of us ; waty , myself , zaza , zizi , zuzu changed , put on make up n do our hair . when come to samping , abg aliff do for us . in the end , the guys get set up ferst . so we are last although we changed ferst . due to the make up , i make up myself n dhen waty and so as some of dhem uhh who need help . so , after every body is ready ; ard 16 people . 11 guys 5 girls ; we take our rebana n waited for the bus to arrive . while waiting , we practice a little bit . it looks fine . so after the bus take us , we proceed yishun . so waited for 1 hour for bride to come . so we take pictures , talk2 before the bride arrive . haha ! so we as usual we play kompang , silat n sing some songs n dhen MAKAN !!!!!! wahh ! iam so hungry at dhat time ; SO HUNGRY ! haha ! ate quite alot , so after dhat we perform again n dhen went home . so , in the bus , we are like ; GILA GIRLS N BOYS ! ; like people got surat hijau . haha ! singing songs dhat does'nt exist ! haha ! afterdhat , we buy mac-donalds n eat again ! wahh ! BEST ! haha ! kayh , the day was tiring . SO TIRED ! so went home , half-way meet radhi . give a friend hug n talk for awhile . afterdhat went straight home , wash up n dhen watched tv & update my blog . dhats all . hmm , dheres more pictures will be upload soon yarh . WAIT N SEE !

i miss my security guard . :)

2009-12-04T23:40:00.008+08:00

these are some left overs pictures of kompang competition .

[ PEHAKS] larh kans ? :)

wow ! piala banyak siak .

spot me in the crowd ?

abg aliff senyum like pakser .

kahy , iam sick n totally penat n fully miss dhat matrep ! hmm , where hav he been dhis few days ? he cant reply my msges as his pp8 low . hmm , u know who you are kahy ? i dont even know where u go or how are you or what are you doing now . iam just hopping you are fine as usual . i miss the time dhat we had last time . i just cant 4get you larh ! truthfully uhh , i miss you sia ! hmm , meeting him 2morrow , dhen proceed blk abg aliff for awhile n dhen patah balek . abg aliff ask to bring our baju 2morrow n show him wether its aceptable or not . at 5 i must be dhere . hmm , so guys are defenitely wearing dheir baju kompang mean while the girls are using either purple or white baju kurong . so i'hv 2 of white baju kurong . 1 for myself n 1 for waty . the other girls was shocked when dhey heard dhat dhey need to wear tudong . but at last , abg decide dhat no need to wear tudong as mojority dont wanna wear it . so we girls are actually need to tie up our hair n wear dhat sanggol but we have'nt buy it yet . n dhis freaking undangan is a last minute punyer . hmm , so we have no choice . kahy , december is a bz weekends for me . every weekends got undangan . acept for 19 & 20 december . so dhis sunday got , next sunday also have , SKIPPPP ! 26 december have n PROBABLY uhh on countdown . MAYBE ! i felt like not playing for countdown punyer uhh ! like very STU-PID like dhat , countdown wanna enjoy sheyy ! haha ! so far , i'hv learn 3 song . 'Bismillah' , 'Iman' & 'Kekasih Allah' . yup , i memorise it . haha ! hmm , its been a boring weekdays for me since he never reply my msges n never contactt me . i wish iam beside him now . haish ! :(

TAKE NOTE ;
I LOVE ; THE ONLY [ ziE.beBeh]

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2009-12-01T23:59:00.006+08:00

WIRA punyer junior . cute kans ?

woke up at 3pm . got a msg , someone asking me out . so , i went out . jln2 , eat2 . afterdhat balek . reached home at 8 . hmm . boringggggg! nobody's home yet . omgosh ! so , i eat , watched tv n dhen mom , dad n my baby boy got back home . ask dhem where dhey go , dhey say shopping . grrrrrrrr ! Fuck ! haha ! dhey bought me new pants . dhats all ?! hmm , aper sheyy . nehmind , i still got my melaka trip ! bankrupt kan duet mama ! haha ! fake ! ily mom . hee ! okehy2 , currently chatting n msging . iam bored . i miss someone so much ! i reallly do ! & dani , dont talk nonsence ehy ? mepek ehy ? hmm . haha ! i think , i'll end it here dulu . nk makan .

making love ?

2009-11-29T21:35:00.005+08:00

kahy , yesterday did'nt came back home .
no need to know where or with who i go .
here are some pictures , its does'nt mean iam with him/or her last night .
but , last night was a great night .

MAKING LOVE ?

2009-11-28T01:01:00.005+08:00

okehy , selamat hari rayer haji yerr ? :)

time check ; 1:10 am .

kahy , i just came back from my relatives house . i ate alot today . hmm , ferst , i wake up dhen wash up & eat , after dhat go my sister house , i eat again . dhen go sdare house , eat again . dhen go another sdare house , eat again . wahhhh ! best ! haha ! i gain weight cause of eating too much . :) i cant stop eating now cause i want to grow little bit fat . tknk skinny-skinny . hee ! kahy , i got collection also . haha ! at my sdare house , i watch dhis movie at tv3 .

; ceriter dyer very bagus punya ! ceriter malayu larh . very meaningfull . its about dhis husband is flirty with a office girl dhen the wife tatau . one day , the wife went out with her 3 children to a shopping mall dhen ternmpk the husband with another women , dhen she get upset uhh . when husband reached home , she ask nicely who's the women dhat he go out with just now , husband peng citer n say dhat the women is his boss . boss dyer tumpang cause kerete boss rosak . [ ALASAN !] the wife did'nt feel sastisfied with he husband answer . day by day the same alasan . dhen 1 day twu , the wife go fetch the children at school dhen went back . and as soon as dhey go in the house , 2 pencuri ikot dorg dari blakang n serbu ! asking for jewellery but the wife refuse to give n give excuses dhat the husband keep it . the thief say , kol the husband so she kol but dhen the stupid husband dont want to anwser cause he is with another women ; the office girl . having lunch . dhen the thief gets angry dhen kill 1 by 1 the children afterdhat , the wife . so when the husband reached home , open the door n was shocked to see dhat his wife & 3 children was lying on the floor with bloods all over the living room . he cried n start to feel regret . from dhere he learn his lesson . :) nice ryte ceriter dyer . sorry uh , in singlish n campor2 uhh . hehe ! saper yg tk paham , korg pehy pasal uhh . :)

currently msging ♥ . hmm , i miss ♥ ! maybe meeting ♥ 2morrow . ♥ have change a little bit in behaviour , action , the way he react . i mean , abit worst . but ♥ is trying his best to change back to the way he is last time . :) all out of sudden he change . weird sheyy . haha ! nehmind , slowly kahy ♥ ? i'll always be dhere with you . :)

& chatting with YANTOKID & ANEH . my tutor in kompang . haha ! stupid asshole ! dhey make me laugh with dheir mepek jokes ! espescially anehh ! dyer ashik bbual mepek jer all the time . haha ! :) hmm , missing my kompang friends ; abg aliff , waty , yan , aneh , mamam , acai , f.b.i , farish , zaza , zizi , zuzu , & the pehaks . haha ! miss playing the rebana . hand in pain uhh , so , cnnot play for a while . kesian kan ? hmm . wtf !

kahy , iam abit tired now , nk sleep .

ASSALAMMUALAIKKUM :)

bz !

2009-11-26T23:57:00.004+08:00

soooooorrrrryyyy daily readers ! i'hv been bz all dhis while . so iam just going to update abt today . hmm , i wake up at 12.30 . somebody wake me up . i have to meet someone which i love so much today . haha ! tk payah tawu saper . hmm , got in some fights when i reached home dhen okehy already . haish ! sedih sheyy . hmm , kompang undangan da nk dekatt n need to practice but how sheyy , tangan bengkak2 sheyy . hmm , i donno what to say n someore my hand n fingers are in pain , so i think i'll end here . next time i write long2 okehy ? i promise .
:)

The question is
What does love mean to you?
For once in your life be for real
Tell me how you feel

This is not some happily ever after kind of story
You say you love me
Always and forever
What does that mean?

You say our lovemaking is the best
Then you turn around and you hit me
Then you say it's because you love me
That's the reason you abuse me

You say I'll never find a love like yours
I say you can keep your kind of love
I am wise, yes, hip to your games
God's gift, I don't think so

How quickly you forget we both have money
So, stop waving your money in my face
It has strings of me acting the way you say I should
Then I lose my dignity, my sense of self

Why can't we love one another
And keep our individuality intact
Now you are making threats
Saying if you can't have me no one else will

I am not your property
You ration and ransom your love to me
You can keep it, the price is too high
What does love mean to you?

I'm not an object nor an ornament
I'm not an appendage to any part of your body
I'm a human being, not a figment of your imagination
I'm a woman, yep, a real woman

I have a lot of love to give
But you don't recognize that
You don't even know what love is
Love is your fellows, your boys, your posse

Love is not any woman in a bikini and hot tub
Love is in a snifter in the palm of your hand
A blended smoke at the end of your fingertips
Love is in your chauffeured carriage, your crib

What does love mean to you?
I hope you find out
I wish you well, I wish you peace
But, I'm out of here!

Paranormal activity best !

2009-11-18T23:25:00.007+08:00

ilook fat !

gmbr niey sweet n lawa ! iloveziE !

da nmpk diam , bby yg suroh buat gytuh . so i do dhen i found out dhe anws . haha !

gmbr niey pon lawa !

candid !

ohh , ily ! kisses !

dhis pictures was taken after we watch paranormal activity . okehy , ceriter seram ehy ! but best ! haha ! it's a NC 16 punyer show . wonder how i masok ? haha ! nehmind ! okehy the freaking ceriter was darm seram ! show start at 7.45pm n ends at 9.11pm . so before show , we go eat long john , at last ! mender2 yg diidamkan dapat jugak ! haha ! so while waiting , we go jalan2 at tm , tm 1 & century square . dhen go in the movie . ferst masok tkder org sheyy . haha ! so kiter buat dhat cinema mcm bapak kiter punyer . haha ! kayh , citer best ! cant explain how , nk tawu ? g tengok , yg maner bawah umor , try ur luck uhh ! haha ! kayh , iam tired ! bye !

2009-11-17T23:35:00.002+08:00

okehy , hmm pictures abv cute kan ? haha ! her name is ; Nur Dini Fitriani . my bbyghurl . cute kan ? okehy dhatt dress dhat she's wearing is for her cukor rambot day dhis saturday . my friends are invited . hmm , kayh , bagos , aku ader teman . haha ! okehy , nary should be kluar ngan my abg sdare , go watch the bintang . hmm , but he penat , so forget it , n niniie pun malas . so went out , g shop , buy brg2 . cost abt 130 bucks in total . dhen eat KFC . haha ! kakak blanjer . haha ! kayh , iam so full ! i bought more chocolates today . i crave for weird things each day ! wtf ! hmm . kayh , iam bz now . update later !

2009-11-17T01:18:00.006+08:00

okehy , it was a boring day at sentosa . i ton for 2 days dhen hari niey aru alek , ard 3 like dhat . dhen go home , sleeping like a pig . wake up n someone called me in the middle of the night . so i open my lappy n check my tagged n blogg . & chatt . so currently chatting with bestfriend . but he's kind of weird now . hmm , okehy , just happily wanna tell dhat i'hv open up all my piercings aceptt my nose piercing . haha ! let it be uhh . its more better witout any piercings on my face . mcm rimas gytuh . so , now left witth the stud inside my wallet . i go show it to my mom n mom give me 'wat the hell is dhis things' kind of look . so , i say dhat i'hv open up my piercings . haha ! she smile at me . okehy . i think ill become fat cause dhis somebody force me to eeeeeaaaaattttt ! every single hour . gosh !

okehy , dhis song is freaking meaningful . dhis is for you ; THE ONLY .

Another day has gone I'm still all alone ,
How could this be ,
You're not here with me ,
You never said goodbye ,
Someone tell me why ,
Did you have to go ,
And leave my world so cold ,
Everyday I sit and ask myself ,
How did love slip away ,
Something whispers in my ear and says ,
That you are not alone ,
For I am here with you ,
Though you're far away ,
I am here to stay ,

You are not alone ,
I am here with you ,
Though we're far apart ,
You're always in my heart ,
You are not alone

Just the other night ,
I thought I heard you cry ,
Asking me to come ,
And hold you in my arms ,
I can hear your prayers ,
Your burdens I will bear ,
But first I need your hand ,
So forever can begin .

you are always not alone cause i'll be in ur heart .

n anw , thanks for the concern dearest bestfriend ;

wait ! last but not least ! niniie mengidam LJS man ! MENGIDAM ! hmm , ader org wu kater nk blanjer , so , waited till today pun tk dpt . hmm , haish ! dhat guy is my stupid-idiotic-and-THE ONLY ________ . thanks ! bye !

2009-11-14T01:11:00.003+08:00

okehy , i wake up ard 2 plus . got updated dhat dheres kompang training today . at 4 must meet already . so , my bed still dont let me go , so i force myself dhen go washup . dhen go ask mama , wats cooking . hahah ! iam like a pig , makan , tydo jer keje . samer uhh twu ngan my bestfriend . haha ! so at 4 , yan n zulfan kol me , asking where am i , so i said i'hv just reach the bustop . dhey ask me to meet dhem at abg bob cribs . so i meet waty ferst dhen walk dhere . it was a rainy day , my bed n pillows r calling me back , but wat to do . after meeting abg bob , i ask him to buy me cigg . dhen walk to the bustop n waited . while waiting , i smoke . go pasir ris east cc , train dhen budak2 An-Nur dtg , so dhey train with us cause dhey have a invitation dhis sunday so dhey need our help . so yan , zulfan , fbi , maman & boi was selected . dhats mean , i went to the wedding and eat only ! yeah ! haha ! okehy , just now , i try playing 1 of the paluan . quite easy uhh . haha ! sound very nice . haha ! okehy , after dhat , ard 9 plus , we packed up n have a meeting abt dhis sun . so bus will arrive at 11.45 am . dhen went off . dhats mean i need to meet dhem at 10.30 . ohhh nooo ! haha ! after smoking , we go home . now , currently msging my beloved ziE.beBeh cause he force me to follow him to sentosa with his friends . so i agree .
; bikini - checked .
; towel - checked .
; shampoo n conditioner - checked .
; make up box - checked .
; perfume - checked .
; deodorant - checked .
; MONEY - checked .
hmm . haha ! LOVESICK sia without him . haish ! okehy done .

love ;
N I N I I E .

i deserve to be with you .

2009-11-12T18:33:00.007+08:00

gmbr cute kan ? okehy , tawu . haha ! woke up at ard 1 plus , get my back out of the bed n walk like a zombie to the toilet n washup dhen go ask mama wats cooking dhen she say dhat got nasi ayam for me . hmm , go eat . i was full : ) . go watch tv n ask mama wheres my chocolate dhat she promise me ? dhen she say she have no time to go shop n buy so she ask me to buy myself . okehy mama jahat . haha ! so i went with my anak sdare ; aqil fitri . to 7 11 . mama give me 20bucks to buy my own chocolate . but i save 10bucks for 2morrow , cause nk kluar n nk buy rokok . so came back with a full chocolates in a plastic bag . mom did'nt got shock cause she knows her daughter very well . so i put dhem in the fridge n wait for night fall dhen i will eat it one by one . currently msging all my kompang friends to alert dhem dhat 2morrow dhere will be a training at pasir ris east cc . okehy , cant wait for 2morrow cause dhis one guy is my laughing gas ! i will burst out when i hear his jokes , i just cant stop laughing . haha ! idiot guy ! okehy his justa friend okehy ? hmm , tagged got me mad ! every single day ; strangers keep msging me at tagged n ask me for my msn , age , add , n most importantly my hp num . gosh ! all of dhat r in my profile acept for my hp num . just scroll down n read abt myself . dhen dont waste ur time asking me intro . c'mon uhh ! hmm , after getting angry with tagged , my adek sdare ajak me go play bunger api , so i play dhen jari melecur sheyy . mom maki me dhen she put obat for me , afterdhat i give up , go to my room , eat chocolate .

dani ; yarh , thanks for being my bestfriend . thanks for helping me out settle my problems , u r always dhere to hear , to give opinion , to help me . thanks for cheering me up when iam down , thanks for giving me advise , thanks for everything kayy ? : )

to dhat someone ; u dont need to lose dhat person dhen u start loving . its no use cause it will be too late . i remembered when the date dhat i started falling inlove with you ; 01.05.2008 . its been a long journey . the happy , sad , sweet , sour , moments r all gone now . ferst , i trust you , but something happen makes me hard to trust you anymore . u tried to gain my trust , but after a half way dhere , u stop . iam trying my best to be strong n trust you . but i cant . sebab aku hanyer bertepok sblah tangan jerr , i need some supports n dhat support came from you . i believe u can change for the better but its seems u change for the worst . u change now , i wonder why . everything in u , have change . even our love . dhats why i cant stand it , i swallow everything n now its time for me to 'pee' . i hope u know what i mean . i dont want to vomit back cause its a waste of time telling u but u refuse to do it . in ur head r just for enjoyments ! u tend to forget me , put me aside , throw me when u r with ur friends ! dont try to deny it ! dhats why when i say dhat i want to spent time with you , dont ever ask me to slack with your friends also . iam not use to ur friends . every person got a different kind of behaviour but being with you for a year is enough for u to know at least half of me or everything in me . i know i'hv change but please , iam trying my best . u said u scared of losing me but i dont so . i dont know what ur friends done to you , tell you shit until u become like dhis . iam not trying to put a blame at ur friends uhh . kawan , kawan jugak , klaw dah melampau , baru nk menyesal , tkder guner . nk berubah , tapy berubah lagy mcm cik al buat aper ? when we in a fight , u scholded me like iam a doll . use vulgarities . its seem dhat u did not know dhat i am a HUMAN BEING WITH A HEART N FEELINGS . girls r sensitive . u should understand perr . bukan nyer dorg nk ikotkan dorg punyer sensitivity , dhey r trying dheir best to control . but guys , being ego dont bring u up to be a man . u know me for 1 year 6 months plus , until now u dont understand me ? dhis is what u call love ? set a date where u r not going out n just refresh back the time when we fight , we laugh , we jokes , we *** n everything dhat we have done together in the past . i bet its not a waste of time thinking of dhat . : (

okehy , iam done .

love ;
N I N I I E

2009-11-11T23:56:00.004+08:00

cute kan gmbr niniie ? haha ! dah nmpk , diam ! hee ! ; saper2 yg tk suker , twu korg peyy pasal ehy ? . haha !
currently just finish otp . check time ; 1am in the morning . hmm , iam so bored , eating later . alamak ! chocolate sudah abes ! mcm maner ? besok mama i beli kan ! yeah2 , now , my appetite dah naek sheyy , dah kuat makan . iam wondering whye ehy ? anyone knows . its like all of a sudden , more to food ! yumyum ! mom cooking asam pedas , sedap ! haha ! klah ! nk MAKAN ! : )

love ;
N I N I I E

2009-11-11T01:57:00.003+08:00

i freaking miss ayu n i donno why i like dhis picture so much . hee !

to ; ziE.beBeh

2009-11-10T15:03:00.004+08:00

I WISH I COULD CONTINUE , BUT I CAN'T .
I'HV LOST MY ONE LOVE , MY ONE HEART , MY ONE LIFE ; FOR SURE .

dearest , iam so sorry dhat i have to let you go . i hope you won't hate nor forget every sweet n sour parts dhat we'hv done together for this 1 year 6 months 10 days . ur kisses , ur hug , everything in you make me cant forget you so easily . now , its left with memories only , our pictures dhat we take will remind me from every single seconds with you . whatever it is , u will be THE ONLY ; ziE.beBeh i'hv ever had . iam crying now , but i'hv to be strong to move on . iam sorraye for everything dhat ihv done all dhis while . & iam very fortunate to celebrate my 14th bday with you , remember ? thanks for my 13th bday present , thanks for any treats , thanks for any gift , thanks for spending ur time with me , thanks for anything , EVERYTHING ! now , u have to learn ur lesson from now onwards , any mistake dhat u'hv to me , learn from it kayy ? if u have a gf next time , remember dhis only ; dont hurt her like how u'hv hurt me before . if u said u 'LOVE' , mean i , prove it , dont play with it or take advantage of it . enjoy ur life as what you wanted all dhis while , i cant stop you . as long as you are happy , iam .just dont forget the name [ N I N I I E ] . i hope to meet you soon dearest ziE , take care okehy ?

love ;
ur b00b ,
N I N I I E : Noraini

iloveyou ziE

2009-11-06T00:35:00.008+08:00

today went off to meet boyf , ouh fuck ! i truly miss him alot ! but his very pemalas cause he never even wanna fetch me at bedok inter so i need to go by myself . he woke me up at 2 ; iam darm sleepy cause i slept late the day before . hmm , dhen go bath . done with make up ard 2.45pm . dhen i go eat . no ones at home since dhey go cemetery . reach inter , walk till boyf house . dhen at his house , we slack , eat , take pictures , n watch sumthings scary ; boyf sister pierce smiley . looks painful but i do have one . haha ! boyf sister was not confidence of piercing her smiley cause she scared pain . so after letting her calm down , boyf pierce for her . mission accomplish ! haha ! dhen watch tv till ard 10.50 dhen i wanted to go home . walked with boyf till inter . before dhat we go macdonalds cause i wanna buy the double chocolate ! hee ! dhen waited for the bus n went home , reached home , everybody sleeping . so i called boyf n chit-chat . after dhat i on my lappy to check tagged , n chat . dhen boyf ask me o sleep earlier . hmm , sad2 , so dhis is it !

love ;
ziE beBeh's bbyboob ,
N I N I I E .

pizza !

2009-11-02T00:09:00.003+08:00

its a bad day for me . but what to do , i'hv still have other plans , just now go meet waty n ordered pizza , eat ramai2 , yumyum ! sedaaaaaaaaaaaaaap ! haha ! go home ard 11 plus gytuh , parents not home yet , they go johor , looking at houses ; the picture on top . 3 room . at johor , eco garden . hmm , lawa kans ? dhis days , i felt very bored . smuer org bz ! my boifriend bz , my friends bz ! dhen now , my hope is only a few friends . nehmind , i'll be patient enough to wait for the day they are free , dhen we'll hang ard . hmm , dhese days also tired . alot of work to do . i'hv nothing much to say larh , iam just abit bored . waiting for my boyf to reach home n msg me . n iam done ! CUT ! , its a wrap !

congats 'PEHAKS' !

2009-11-01T16:05:00.002+08:00

congrats ! we won 2hd plus , seni kata terbaik dan pakaian terbaek .

baek uhhhh ! hahah !

2009-10-31T01:18:00.004+08:00

i just cant sleep now , i'hv been wondering , what is my boyfriend doing ? how is he ? omg , i donno whatt kind of feeling i feel now . i'hv been feeling weird feeling dhese days . i donno why ? somethings going wrong somewhere but i donno where . something is up with ziE . something is soooooooooooooooo wrong . i feel something dhat is unfair . i felt something dhat cannot be tell . fuck ! this feeling is so irritating ! omg ! *frustrated ! bye !

2009-10-29T23:53:00.004+08:00

thanks to allah , i pass my exams n get promoted to sec 3 normal acad . alhamdulillah . when receiving the result , i was so nervous , but my confidence is dhere . my teacher said dhat 14 of my classmate failed , the rest pass . for me , 14 is a big num of failure per class , i was shocked ! i wanted to cry , omg , when my teacher call my name out , my hand just dont wanna go to the report book , when i received it , i never open it . until abt 5 mins like dhat , dhen i open it , my eyeball look at the result , not dhat bad uhh , dhen i look at the promotion status ; wat a shocked ! it write ' promoted to sec 3[n.a] . was a blast ! i pass ! but not with good marks uhh , but still bersyukor n i can sill continue doing my best in a brand new year , 2010 . i'hv given a option form for next year subject combination , i choose to go with f&n and history . dhats my final choice . iam so happy ! to my friend which did'nt make it , try harder next year , do well n dont give up . for dhose who pass , CONGRATS ! : )

f.y.i , i miss ziE so much ! hehe ! meeting him on the ferst of november .

to kumpulan hadrah kompang ; PEHAK [ wira arjuna , km2 , suara setia & riwayat putra ,

i wish u luck for your competition okehhy ? do the best , dont give up & have fun !

2009-10-26T14:39:00.002+08:00

abv pictures ; hmm , abt 4 days ago . mayb .
hee ! iam so bored n donno whatt to do , so i post dhis pictures .

cutekan ?

finally fourteeeeeeeeeeeeen .

2009-10-26T00:54:00.004+08:00

my birthday was totally outstanding man !
thanks for the gift boyfriend . u r so kind bby .
n for my friends , family , thanks for ur support , n everything dhat u have done for me .
i appppppppreciate it alot . friends , thanks for the wish & for remembering my bday date .

family ; thanks for the present .

iam 14 years of living now . hee ! still young .

iam just afraid of my result . i hope i'll get promoted .

hmm , sorryyyy , iam tired .

i'll continue soon .

love ;

ziE.beBeh bbyboob ,

N I N I I E ; Noraini

NUMBER ONE BOY .

2009-10-21T16:14:00.003+08:00

Can't nobody do it like us .
Can't nobody mix chop and screw it like us .
All over the living room hittin it like us .
In the middle of the night wake up the building like us .
But it's oookay if you wanna brag .
The sex so good
Go and pat yourself on the back .
And them haaaters, they gon hate
But we just gon keep on blowing up cause boy
They gon hate, anyway
You are now rocking with the best
I'll make you forget about the rest
Having sex with you is like makin hits
boy we got egos they can't tell us that we ain't the shit
I'm in your mix like a number one record .
And the beat goes on and on .
And it don't stop you keep going from the night onto the day ,
And i love it when you take me down and make me say 'ay' .

You know you stay at the top spot .
When you're breaking me down like a chop shop .
Cutting like some blades on a caddy .
That's how you're working me, daddy .
Everytime you put that on
You are now rocking with the best .
I'll make you forget about your ex .
This one here's a race where you don't wanna come first .
I know what i'm doing ain't no need to rehearse .
A lot of dudes just be going nowhere fast .
But you be steady cruising like you want it to last .
That's how you made me a chocoholic .
And right now my body's calling .
I gotta know how you got the knowhow .
Baby you the champ of all that goes down .
If your ---- was a gun it would stone cold ?
With my RNB thug when I bang bang
You know ziE and NINIIE hook up like that you make it number one

Hands down you the best .
Ain't no competition .
You and me in this bed .
Just what I was wishin .
Them other girls was cool but it's somethin they was missin .
And i don't call them back every since we hit it in the kitchen .
That night ,
At my home ,
Trench coat ,
Nothin on ,
Your sex ,
Got me gone ,
Went straight ,
To my dome .
And i love it ,
boy i love it woo ,
And i love it woo ,
boy i love it woo ,
boy it's somethin about you that thrills me
That's why after we lay you get to know the real me .
And it don't stop you keep going from the night onto the day
And i love it when you take me down and make me say 'ay'

boy i vow that I would do anything to pleasure you
All I wanna do is make this last
I'll kiss you up I kiss you down
Be real quiet or making sounds
Take it slow or take it fast
And wooo
And wee
And yoouuu
And me
Havin fun
And when it's over in the morning i'll say gracias baby

before you go i scream damelo .

|| YOU MY NUMBER ONE BOY ||

fun abit .

2009-10-21T00:23:00.003+08:00

today tk ramai pegy changi for wira outing . not a outing uhh , cumer mcm to relax2 , chill2 . hmm , it was fun . more to adventure uhh . but we miss the sheeeeeshhhhaaaa part , karaoke , bowling . hahah ! irritating perr . hmm , bday coming , yeah2 ! hahah ! dah fourteeeeeeeeeeeen . yeah , still small n cute & muder . not much remember my bday , its okehy . i can still have fun at alexandra arch with the invited ones . cant wait for the biggest day . lets see how the plan goes . hmmmmmmmmmm , nothing much to say uhh . not in a mood .

n bby ; if u treat me e same , i would'nt feel the different of being ur ghurlfriend .

i miss my friends

2009-10-18T14:17:00.003+08:00

picture abv ; my bby ; aqil fitri . [cute ryte?]

hmmm , all out of a sudden , i miss my friends . the kompang friends . i really2 looking forward to meet dhem . but now , since i lost my phone , i cant contact dhem . i dont really remember their num acept ziE's . haha ! nehmind , i have a phone already but have'nt have a new number . so maybe today i buy a new number , dhen i'll slowly get back all the contacts . dhis tuesday , iam gonna meet the kompang members n take all the numbers . haha ! i miss the jokes , laughter , madness . haha ! when iam sick dhat time , dhey really took care of me . dont let me smoke , drink cold water , n let me sleep in a aircon room while dhey do dheir training .iam also looking forward to shasha's baby , dhat will be delivered ard next year 1st month n her wedding day . hmm , imy guys . hope to meet u all soon !

okehy , now iam so bored . ziE going out while iam sitting at home like a mad women . i dont know how i lost my phone . i was shocked ! omg ! but now , i'hv got tthe replacement phone . but no number yet . hahah ! hmm , my friend do ask me to go out to a friend chalet but iam kind of tired , so i disagree . birthday coming , i did'nt celebrate with my friends cause they r kind of dont care abt me , so let it be . iam going to pulau ubin , celebrate dhere , bbq , fishing , riding , climbing , camp fire . hahah ! i think it will be great ! 24 october , iam fourteeeeennnnnnnnn ! ; a young , sweet , adorable women ! heeeee ! i did'nt ask for birthday present from friends cause i know dhat a true friend will remember my birthday n if they r kind enough , dhey will give me one . iam bored now , so iam going to watch a cd dhat is given by my sis ; SETEM . haha ! loooks funny .

will update soon !

ziE beBeh's bbyboob ;
N I N I I E

atlast update !

2009-10-16T02:48:00.003+08:00

yeah ! N I N I I E quit smoking already ; not fully . iam trying my best . haish ! i dont know why all out if a sudden i get dhis feeling to stop smoking & drinking . i wash off already . becoming a good girl for ziE . haha ! okehy , its been a long time i did'nt update my blog . haha ! now time check ; 2.50 am . i'am still not sleeping . currently msging with ziE . ilove him so much sheyy ! haha ! 2morrow meeting him ! yeah ! exams finally going towards the end ! n i got a feeling dhat i did'nt do well . but , i have confidence dhat i will get promoted . insyallah ! its left with D&T and MUSIC . dhen finish ! yeah ! haish ! but iam still worried with the performance dhat i'hv done all dhis long at sch . i misbehave , iam notty , haha ! all memory shey ! but now , my teacher say dhat i'hv change by coming to school everyday & did'nt create the problems dhat i've created past . dhis is all thanks to councellor , teachers , principal for their advice . n thanks to ME ! i'hv change for the better . goodgood ! next year dah sec 3 . dah besar anak mak . heee ! hmm , its been a long time too with ziE . 1 year , 5 months 16 days . i did'nt tought dhat we could last this long . i hope it will continue till the gate of heaven . insyallah . hmm , he's the ONLY one who understand wat i need n want . we'hv been through thick n thin dhat some of you guys have'nt . fights , get scholded , jealousy , FUCKED UP ! but when comes to the sweet parts , its darm sweet of him . the kiss at my cheeks , forehead , mouth ; and the taste of his tounge just cannot explain how the feeling of it . the hugs that he give me almost everyday , makes me smile n feel secure with not much worries . the SWEETEST thing dhat he does is to say ; I L O V E Y O U ! dhat was the moment of joy shey . hee ! giving each other wishes makes me feel dhat he wont forget me . the sweetest wishes he gave me was a good night wish . makes me sleep n dream of him peacefully . its hard for me to let him go . i dont know why . its so hard , darm hard ! dhats why when ghurls trying to be close to him , i start to feel scared . iam scared of losing a guy dhat i love so much so easily taken by other ghurls . cause i feel so lonely without him by my side , i feel hopeless . i'hv got him now , so i cant afford to miss the chance of showing my L O V E to him . i still remember the past where we r not so serious , after the incident , we started to L O V E each other . till now ; n forever . insyallah . hmm ,

"bhy ,

iam sorraye if u think dhat i'am changing . but i'hv realise my wrongs , my fault , n i'am trying very hard to change because of you . i hope u will help me along . i'am trying my best okehy bhy ? i change cause i l o v e y o u . no one knows how much i love you acept god . he's dhe only one who knows , how much i love you . the tears , sweat everything is all for you . thanks for everything dhat u did to me all dhis while . i really appreaciate it . n i will do the same also . muhammad yusri , i love you bhy ! hee !

hmm , i hope we will continue like dhis kayy ? i'am sick n tired of fighting . i just want to spent time with you now . cause u r the ONLY who can make me go HMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM . u make me laugh out , burst out with ur jokes , sometimes u love to irritates me , make me angry , but at last u come to me n say sorraye . how sweet u r . u always make me smile everyday . u brighten my day . u the one who teach me to be Confidence of myself . all dhis makes me hard to forget you & lose you ! i just CAN'T ! u experience it before how hurt my heart was when u do dhat , but atlast u try to make me laugh & smile . from the outer , u can tell dhat i'am happy but inside my heart was cut into 1000000000000000000000000000000000000000 times . i don't want it to happen again . cause its so painful ! hmmmm , time check ; 3.40 am .

iam going to sleep cause ziE ask so . 2morrow meeting him , I NK KISS EHY ? haha ! love you bhy !

ill continue soon dudes / bitch !

ziE.beBeh's bbyboob ;
N I N I I E ; N O R A I N I

2009-10-09T15:10:00.002+08:00

niey smuer gmbr last few weeks . at school , at zie's house n kluar jln raye ngan bdk2 kompang . abt 35 people . hmm , the baby picture is my sister second child . a princess ; Nur Dini Fitriani . kiweekkkk ! niniie dah tuer sia ! dah jady pangkat aunty shey . hahaha ! hmm , iam performing dhis sunday for org kahwin untk kompang . so today is my training . continue again .

bored !

2009-10-02T22:50:00.003+08:00

mood ; not dhat goood .

hmm , today finish school at ard 11.45 . its my second paper already . hmm , after school lurf take me n as usual , we lpk at his house . hmm , i was bored a certain ime so i disturb lurf . he was just testing my patience at last i prove him wrong . [u know i know jerr larh bi] . hmmm , something happen afterdhat , hee ! dhere was a big size bee at lurf sister bedroom , omg , smuer dah takot smpai pigang badminton racket as their weapon . kecoh kan ? hmm , dengan sebatan yg tk perlu tu buat kiter terkekek-kekek ! kesian bee tu , mati pekak ! dhen have'nt finish , the bee masehy hidop n dyer fly2 , kiter dah takot at last , ader hamba allah niey sebat lebah tu ! his reaction make me n lurf burst out load ! hahahahah ! : ) hmm , dhen ard 6.30 , i went home . open lappy dhen family kluar n i was alone . so lurf come over n accompany me . notty ehy bi ! hmm , dhen lurf go home . bored sia ! lonely ! hmm , not in a mood to write long2 . next time dhen .

iloveyou !

2009-10-01T23:46:00.001+08:00

HAPPY 1 YEAR , 5 MONTHS ANNI BBY !
LOVE YOU ; ONE & ONLY !

E.O.Y n 1 year 5 months anni 2morrow !

2009-09-30T23:19:00.003+08:00

heyy baybay !

pictures taken ; last few days .
2morrow is the 1st paper i had . ; english . i think , iam prepared . i have confidence in doing . start at 8.00 am for paper 1 , till 9.45 am . dhen our break , afterdhat is paper 2 , 10.30 am to 12.10 afternoon . afterdhat can go home ! hee ! : )
today , school went good . seems dhat all r focusing . but there is still laughter dhat makes the class alive . hmm , today , its all english lesson till 12.30 dhen mother tounge . nut my malay teacher did not attend school today , alhamdullilah ! kalaw tk , ashik dengan karangan jerr ! nabehy cb ! penat sia nk kena write2 sepanjang tidak ! hahah ! afterdhat i go meet lurf , dhen go do my hair , hee ! lurf went back jap cause malas nk tunggu lamer2 . tk baekkan , yeah , i know , dont mention it . hee ! after finish doing hair , i go meet lurf at his house . before dhat , i meet waty at takraw court . pt lurf house , do nothing shey . ntah tatau knaper aleh2 , lurf binget . hmm . ard 9.40 like dhat , i decided to go home . lurf send me at inter . haha ! go home , parents not home yet cause they go kallang anta my sis . i go freashen up , dhen update blog , tagged , n dhen watch tv . dhats all ! iam bz studying for E.O.Y . wish me lucks ! : )

ziEbeBeh's bbyboob ;
N I N I I E

G-force was cute like me . hee ! : )

2009-09-27T23:41:00.005+08:00

okeyy , today was quite tiring . decided to go out with lurf . meet him ard 2.30 . dhen go bugis . buy kasot , studs for ; 27$ omg ! mahal ! but its for me n lurf . my treat . dhen go tempines . ferst we go century square to watch movie but dhen sedih , tkder ceriter gerek , tapy G-force jerr . masalah plak ! G-force got only 1 timing . 3.45pm , n dhat time was 5 plus ! god ! we miss the show . dhen sedih uhh ! afterdhat lurf started thinking , 'where to go now next ?' . hahas ! but dhen , a light bulb flashing on top of my head . 'lets go tempines mall n see the golden village timing for G-force . we go , dhen we check dhat the timing was 8.45pm . so we dont no where to go . dhen i decided to go my house dhen . hee ! : ) . zie was notty ehy ! hahas ! u know i knnow jer larh kan bby ? hee ! : ) afterdhat , lurf complain , 'b , i haus .' haiyohh ! leceh uhh u niey , i go give him water dhen he nk lagy , dhen i bagy lagy . baru dyer puas . hahas ! dhen , ard 7.30 , we go out . reach dhere abt 8 plus , jln2 jap , ard 8.30 go buy popcorn , drinks , hotdog cheese & nachos . yummmy ! dhen we go in dhe cinema , before going in , we r given a 3d spec . hahas ! gerek sai ceriter dyer . the binatang was cute , like me . okeyy , lurf was frustrated when when i say dhat . hahs ! sorraye lurf , uhv got a sweet ghurlfriend like me yg slalu pugi diri sendiri . wat to do kans ? : ) it ends abt 10 plus . n it was freaking cold in there . hahs ! dhen we went home . overall , BESTT ! n ily bi !

2009-09-27T00:35:00.000+08:00

2009-09-26T00:05:00.003+08:00

dhat r just left over pictures . hahs !
quite bored dhis days . study,study,study ! haiyoh ! but not dhat stress r . as nnt kene lecture & marah with boyf . dyer tk suker i stress2 sangat abt studies . he just want me to yakin ajerr . hmm . haish ! boyf mayb continue study n take N level dyer . hmm , wondering wether he is serious kerr tk niey . hee ! : ) boyf notty r dhis days . hahs ! u know i know jer larhh bi . hee : ) . school went good , friends r back to normal . exams in 1 week time . not ready yet . haha ! but in school cannot play-play anymore . bad ghurl gone good . niniie good ghurl . : ) . not alot of stories to be shared uhh . everything seems normal . hmm , tired uhh . next time i put long-long uhh ?

ziE's bbyboob ;
N I N I I E

selamat hari raye !

2009-09-22T21:20:00.003+08:00

dhat r some pictures of me in the ferst day raye . sorraye tk update for a long time cause bz larh , maklom larh dah rayer , hee ! bkn alasan ehy , its fact . hmm , yesterday wnt home ard 1 plus uhh . aiyamak , skolah babe ! dhen i slept at abt 2 like dhat cause mater dah cannot tahan one ! hee !: ) hmm , kecoh larh dhis rayer ! fun giler ! i get to play bunger api , eat mcm2 makanan , duet rayer pun up-up-up and away ! hee ! hmm , saving cause nk buat chalet on my birthday . hmmm , harap2 , ader larh duet untk chalet i . bolehy i have fun . hmmm . kind of bored today , hee ! haish ! meet bby outside just now , he take me , omg ! i truly miss him ! sumpahh ! tapy ashik kene marah jerr ngan dyer ! bakal laki ! hahahahaaha ! insyaallah . hee ! ily bi ! hmm , i think till here jerr kay , update soon . SELAMAT HARI RAYA !!

SELAMAT MENYAMBUT HARI BAHGIA , HARI RAYA !

2009-09-19T20:46:00.010+08:00

takbir raya menandakan bahwa keesokan hari nya adalah hari bahgia ,
HARI RAYA !

setelah menjalankan ibadah berpuasa yg diwajibkan selama 1 bulan tanpa merokok dan membuat perkara yg zalim atawpun dilatnati oleh Allah s.w.t , tibanya allah membalas kita setelah mengikut kesuruhan/perintah nya , dengan menyambut bulan suci , bulan Syawal .

bulan inilah kita berpeluang melihat rumah dihiasi dengan lampu berwarna-warni , dan berkelip-kelip . pintu terbuka menerima pengunjung . meja penuh dengan kueh-mueh , lemang dan ketupat dimasak dari mlm hingga pagi untk smua menjamu selera . duit raya ? alamak ! telah disiapkan untk diberi . bulan inilah kita dapat megeratkan lagi silaturahim . bulan mulia , bahgia harus disambut dengan senyuman yg berpanjangan.

namun , ada juga segelintir orang-orang yg sedih , pedih , kecewa pabila saat ini tiba . orang-orang tua , anak-anak yatim dan sebagainya . kesian mereka . mereka hanya dapat melihat masa-masa lalu yg telah mereka jalani . pada mereka , Hari Raya ini adalah hari biasa . mereka hanya menjalankan sisa-sisa hidup mereka dengan penuh ketabahan . hanya air mata yg akan menemani mereka sepanjang bulan ini . teringatkan yg sudah lama tiada di samping mereka . melihat yg laen berbahgia disamping keluarga membuat mereka sungguh kecewa kerana tiada peluang lagy untk bersama keluarganya . ditinggalkan seorang bersama orang-orang yg tidak dikenali di dalam sebuah rumah dan tidak dibenarkan keluar dari kawasan itu . dianggap sebagai penjara . mereka sudah berputus asa . niniie mengharap yg mereka akan menyambut Hari Raya seperti mana yg kita menyambutnya .

MESSAGEKU ;

pada bulan yg suci , niniie diberi kesempatan/peluang yg hanya datang sekali sahaja dalam hidup untk meminta maaf .

skg tepat masanya untuk niniie disini menghulurkan tangan dan meminta ampun atas segala dosa yg telah niniie lakukan kepada smua kwn-kwn , saudara mara , keluarga dan juga MUHAMMAD YUSRI sekeluarga juga . niniie banyak buat silap pada masa yg lalu . harap dimaafkan dan dilupakan sahaja kisah yg lama . bak kata pepatah , buang yg keroh , ambil yg jernih . halalkan makan dan minom niniie slamer ini juga . menerangi bulan mulia niniie dengan kemaafan . tetapi , ada satu perkara yg membingungkan . jika kaum keluarga , kwn-kwn sudah

memaafkan kesilapan niniie . bagaimana dengan Allah s.w.t ? niniie hanya dapat berdoa agar

dosa-dosa niniie terhadapnya dimaafkan . insyaallah . Allah maha segala nya . baiklah , niniie

tidak ada apa-apa lagi yg nk disampaikan . hanya ingin mengucapkan

SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI ; maaf zahir dan batin .

seiklasnya ;

NORAINI

2009-09-18T21:21:00.003+08:00

bila tiba hari raya ,
smua insan bergembira , tetapi bagi ku ,
hanya kesedihan yang menyelubungi hidup .
ayaah dan juga ibuku telah pergi selamanya ,
tebiarlah aku , ibarat musafir yg haus di padang pasir .
siapakah yg sudi menghulur kan nikmati kepada nasibku ini ,
agar dapatku rasa , nikmati hari raya seperti insan yg laen .
ku meminta dan berdoa kepada yg maha esa ,
tabahkan hatiku , berilah pedoman cahaya di aidilfitri .

hmm , tu lyrics larh , harap2 jgn jady kenyataan . hee !
: ) i did do for a perm . look nice . but rambot rosak sia ! going for treatment after 4 days of rayer . depends uhh . haiyohh ! hee ! penat uhh ! doing all stuff at home , kemas ! kemas ! hee !: ) haish ! iam done ! updating soon after rayer .

SELAMAT HARI RAYER !

2009-09-17T01:33:00.003+08:00

OMG !
rayer lagi baper hari lagy . n skg ngan kulang kabot nk kemas rumah , buat kueh , beli kasot , amek baju , do my hair , beli bag , contact lens , oooo shit ! cukop kerr maser ? i got all the money to dhis , but it seem mcm no time gytuhh , so i decided just now with nurul huda n ayu dhat on friday i & nurul do hair . 2morow i go buy things . so i think its conferm . hee ! mayb with lurf . ouh yarh , just now wanted to go out but lurf uhh , g tempat laen , darah naek jerr ! hmmmphf ! hee ! so i never go anywhere but sleep like a pig at home . hee ! dhen wake up , mandy n makan . afterdhat i watch tv . ceriter princess n jurukamera ; sweet story . gerimis dihati ; touching . hmm . dhen watch csi miami . dhen boring , go open lappy , check tagged , change blogskin . hee !

school went on as per normal jerr . nothing change . hmm ,

i'am done !