|| You fall in my trap . u're here to read my life n
i'am here expressing not impressing
Icthy hands polluting my taggie , please be brave to show ur talents alryte ?
i dont know what to say or describe what iam feeling ryte now , iam confuse . i dont know which way am i suppose to go . if i go ur way , what would my future be ? if i go another way , wat would my life be ? miserable like you or happy like others ? i'am stress thinking abt all dhis that is happening in my life ryte now . i dont know when will it ends . i really put hope on watiu & radhiu . they r the ones who support me . i appreciate dhat , but till when i need to be supported ? i'hv been thinking all dhis each day but i dont know how to face the challenges of my future without you by my side . now , iam suppose to make someone happy but how am i suppose to do dhat when i myself is feeling strange n weird . i cant , but i need too just to make sure you are happy before anything happens so dhat u'll remember every single things dhat we did together will not be erase from ur freaking brain ! i would not want to lose anybody in my life cause i know its hard & pain to run all dhis , n i'hv been through dhis PROBLEMS alot of times . i donno when problems going to end so i'll happily laughing , smiling for the rest of my life . but i know its impossible . IMPOSSIBLE ! iam so scared of dhis word . urgh ! people always say 'just move on' . but its hard u know , someone u love , care & treasure leave u n u'll accept it ? no way u're going to say 'yes' as a ans . if u do dhat so , u r a liar . ohh , c'mon , we're humans n humans have dhis kind of feelings / emotions call 'LOVE' . u understand freaks ? u know e meaning of it ryte ? so common sense , its the feeling dhat u have when u lost someone dhat u really2 freaking idiotly fuckingly LOVE ! haish ! so , now , if u're in my shoes , what would you do ? runaway n stay quiet ? or just FCUKcare abt dhis matter ? or watever uhh ! i need some opinions . please give me some for me to get out of dhis THICK JUNGLE with full of crappy things . i hope u know what i mean . which way ? wat direction ? need to do what ? everything ! ur help is needed ! ohh crap , iam so freaking tired of running all dhis ? till when i need to be patient ? i had enough ! its enough n its tooooooooooooo much for a coming 15 years old young lady like me ! help me ! STRESS !
Tuesday, February 9, 2010 || 10:07 PM
okiu , here its goes ;
i dont know what to say or describe what iam feeling ryte now , iam confuse . i dont know which way am i suppose to go . if i go ur way , what would my future be ? if i go another way , wat would my life be ? miserable like you or happy like others ? i'am stress thinking abt all dhis that is happening in my life ryte now . i dont know when will it ends . i really put hope on watiu & radhiu . they r the ones who support me . i appreciate dhat , but till when i need to be supported ? i'hv been thinking all dhis each day but i dont know how to face the challenges of my future without you by my side . now , iam suppose to make someone happy but how am i suppose to do dhat when i myself is feeling strange n weird . i cant , but i need too just to make sure you are happy before anything happens so dhat u'll remember every single things dhat we did together will not be erase from ur freaking brain ! i would not want to lose anybody in my life cause i know its hard & pain to run all dhis , n i'hv been through dhis PROBLEMS alot of times . i donno when problems going to end so i'll happily laughing , smiling for the rest of my life . but i know its impossible . IMPOSSIBLE ! iam so scared of dhis word . urgh ! people always say 'just move on' . but its hard u know , someone u love , care & treasure leave u n u'll accept it ? no way u're going to say 'yes' as a ans . if u do dhat so , u r a liar . ohh , c'mon , we're humans n humans have dhis kind of feelings / emotions call 'LOVE' . u understand freaks ? u know e meaning of it ryte ? so common sense , its the feeling dhat u have when u lost someone dhat u really2 freaking idiotly fuckingly LOVE ! haish ! so , now , if u're in my shoes , what would you do ? runaway n stay quiet ? or just FCUKcare abt dhis matter ? or watever uhh ! i need some opinions . please give me some for me to get out of dhis THICK JUNGLE with full of crappy things . i hope u know what i mean . which way ? wat direction ? need to do what ? everything ! ur help is needed ! ohh crap , iam so freaking tired of running all dhis ? till when i need to be patient ? i had enough ! its enough n its tooooooooooooo much for a coming 15 years old young lady like me ! help me ! STRESS !
♥; きじょやろ .
Iam one.five . 24/10 .
& I own somebody special on ZerOneZeroFiveZeroEight .
Wasted almost 15 years of my life learning about things I was NEVER curious about.
n Iam Fragile . :)
