|| You fall in my trap . u're here to read my life n
i'am here expressing not impressing
Icthy hands polluting my taggie , please be brave to show ur talents alryte ?
gmbr kawan rapat niniie . kahy , dhese days niniie stress , banyak fikiran . kayh , niniie dah sec 3 taw . haha ! school starts well , iam a Schoolholic Lady . :)
radhi & waty , thanks for being by myside everyday . both of you are the only place dhat i can lean on . i'hv shared alot with you guys n you guys have shared alot with me . family probs , relationship , studies are the probs dhat i had now . the only people dhat giving n ENCOURAGING me is dhem . i think dhat i lost everything , why it have to ended up like dhis ? why me ? why now ?! iam stress up ! all dhis is playing at my brain every seconds , even at school . i cant really concentrate in my studies . n i take dhis year very seriously . dhis year is a critical year for me . i dont want to end up with no satisfied feelings . i'hv set my goals , my target for my examinations marks . i promise myself not to play a fool dhis year . i dont want people to look down on me abt studies , behaviour & my attitude . i dont want to feel ashamed . i want to feel proud n satisfied at the end of the day with the hard work that i'hv put on . i want to prove others wrong . iam trying my best , but dhis FREAKING problems makes me lose concentration . but to achieve dhis goals , i need to put on effort , but how ?! with dhese problems playing ard , how am i going to do it ? i cant even trust myself now . but iam still trying my best . iam not gonna give up , cause i know dhat when i give up , everything will be over , and the only feeling dhatt i'll feel , ; REGRET . haish !
gmbr kawan rapat niniie . kahy , dhese days niniie stress , banyak fikiran . kayh , niniie dah sec 3 taw . haha ! school starts well , iam a Schoolholic Lady . :)
radhi & waty , thanks for being by myside everyday . both of you are the only place dhat i can lean on . i'hv shared alot with you guys n you guys have shared alot with me . family probs , relationship , studies are the probs dhat i had now . the only people dhat giving n ENCOURAGING me is dhem . i think dhat i lost everything , why it have to ended up like dhis ? why me ? why now ?! iam stress up ! all dhis is playing at my brain every seconds , even at school . i cant really concentrate in my studies . n i take dhis year very seriously . dhis year is a critical year for me . i dont want to end up with no satisfied feelings . i'hv set my goals , my target for my examinations marks . i promise myself not to play a fool dhis year . i dont want people to look down on me abt studies , behaviour & my attitude . i dont want to feel ashamed . i want to feel proud n satisfied at the end of the day with the hard work that i'hv put on . i want to prove others wrong . iam trying my best , but dhis FREAKING problems makes me lose concentration . but to achieve dhis goals , i need to put on effort , but how ?! with dhese problems playing ard , how am i going to do it ? i cant even trust myself now . but iam still trying my best . iam not gonna give up , cause i know dhat when i give up , everything will be over , and the only feeling dhatt i'll feel , ; REGRET . haish !
♥; きじょやろ .
Iam one.five . 24/10 .
& I own somebody special on ZerOneZeroFiveZeroEight .
Wasted almost 15 years of my life learning about things I was NEVER curious about.
n Iam Fragile . :)
