|| You fall in my trap . u're here to read my life n
i'am here expressing not impressing
Icthy hands polluting my taggie , please be brave to show ur talents alryte ?
gmbr cute kan ? okehy , tawu . haha ! woke up at ard 1 plus , get my back out of the bed n walk like a zombie to the toilet n washup dhen go ask mama wats cooking dhen she say dhat got nasi ayam for me . hmm , go eat . i was full : ) . go watch tv n ask mama wheres my chocolate dhat she promise me ? dhen she say she have no time to go shop n buy so she ask me to buy myself . okehy mama jahat . haha ! so i went with my anak sdare ; aqil fitri . to 7 11 . mama give me 20bucks to buy my own chocolate . but i save 10bucks for 2morrow , cause nk kluar n nk buy rokok . so came back with a full chocolates in a plastic bag . mom did'nt got shock cause she knows her daughter very well . so i put dhem in the fridge n wait for night fall dhen i will eat it one by one . currently msging all my kompang friends to alert dhem dhat 2morrow dhere will be a training at pasir ris east cc . okehy , cant wait for 2morrow cause dhis one guy is my laughing gas ! i will burst out when i hear his jokes , i just cant stop laughing . haha ! idiot guy ! okehy his justa friend okehy ? hmm , tagged got me mad ! every single day ; strangers keep msging me at tagged n ask me for my msn , age , add , n most importantly my hp num . gosh ! all of dhat r in my profile acept for my hp num . just scroll down n read abt myself . dhen dont waste ur time asking me intro . c'mon uhh ! hmm , after getting angry with tagged , my adek sdare ajak me go play bunger api , so i play dhen jari melecur sheyy . mom maki me dhen she put obat for me , afterdhat i give up , go to my room , eat chocolate .
dani ; yarh , thanks for being my bestfriend . thanks for helping me out settle my problems , u r always dhere to hear , to give opinion , to help me . thanks for cheering me up when iam down , thanks for giving me advise , thanks for everything kayy ? : )
to dhat someone; u dont need to lose dhat person dhen u start loving . its no use cause it will be too late . i remembered when the date dhat i started falling inlove with you ; 01.05.2008 . its been a long journey . the happy , sad , sweet , sour , moments r all gone now . ferst , i trust you , but something happen makes me hard to trust you anymore . u tried to gain my trust , but after a half way dhere , u stop . iam trying my best to be strong n trust you . but i cant . sebab aku hanyer bertepok sblah tangan jerr , i need some supports n dhat support came from you . i believe u can change for the better but its seems u change for the worst . u change now , i wonder why . everything in u , have change . even our love . dhats why i cant stand it , i swallow everything n now its time for me to 'pee' . i hope u know what i mean . i dont want to vomit back cause its a waste of time telling u but u refuse to do it . in ur head r just for enjoyments ! u tend to forget me , put me aside , throw me when u r with ur friends ! dont try to deny it ! dhats why when i say dhat i want to spent time with you , dont ever ask me to slack with your friends also . iam not use to ur friends . every person got a different kind of behaviour but being with you for a year is enough for u to know at least half of me or everything in me . i know i'hv change but please , iam trying my best . u said u scared of losing me but i dont so . i dont know what ur friends done to you , tell you shit until u become like dhis . iam not trying to put a blame at ur friends uhh . kawan , kawan jugak , klaw dah melampau , baru nk menyesal , tkder guner . nk berubah , tapy berubah lagy mcm cik al buat aper ? when we in a fight , u scholded me like iam a doll . use vulgarities . its seem dhat u did not know dhat i am a HUMAN BEING WITH A HEART N FEELINGS . girls r sensitive . u should understand perr . bukan nyer dorg nk ikotkan dorg punyer sensitivity , dhey r trying dheir best to control . but guys , being ego dont bring u up to be a man . u know me for 1 year 6 months plus , until now u dont understand me ? dhis is what u call love ? set a date where u r not going out n just refresh back the time when we fight , we laugh , we jokes , we *** n everything dhat we have done together in the past . i bet its not a waste of time thinking of dhat . : (
okehy , iam done .
love ; N I N I I E
i deserve to be with you .
Thursday, November 12, 2009 || 6:33 PM
gmbr cute kan ? okehy , tawu . haha ! woke up at ard 1 plus , get my back out of the bed n walk like a zombie to the toilet n washup dhen go ask mama wats cooking dhen she say dhat got nasi ayam for me . hmm , go eat . i was full : ) . go watch tv n ask mama wheres my chocolate dhat she promise me ? dhen she say she have no time to go shop n buy so she ask me to buy myself . okehy mama jahat . haha ! so i went with my anak sdare ; aqil fitri . to 7 11 . mama give me 20bucks to buy my own chocolate . but i save 10bucks for 2morrow , cause nk kluar n nk buy rokok . so came back with a full chocolates in a plastic bag . mom did'nt got shock cause she knows her daughter very well . so i put dhem in the fridge n wait for night fall dhen i will eat it one by one . currently msging all my kompang friends to alert dhem dhat 2morrow dhere will be a training at pasir ris east cc . okehy , cant wait for 2morrow cause dhis one guy is my laughing gas ! i will burst out when i hear his jokes , i just cant stop laughing . haha ! idiot guy ! okehy his justa friend okehy ? hmm , tagged got me mad ! every single day ; strangers keep msging me at tagged n ask me for my msn , age , add , n most importantly my hp num . gosh ! all of dhat r in my profile acept for my hp num . just scroll down n read abt myself . dhen dont waste ur time asking me intro . c'mon uhh ! hmm , after getting angry with tagged , my adek sdare ajak me go play bunger api , so i play dhen jari melecur sheyy . mom maki me dhen she put obat for me , afterdhat i give up , go to my room , eat chocolate .
dani ; yarh , thanks for being my bestfriend . thanks for helping me out settle my problems , u r always dhere to hear , to give opinion , to help me . thanks for cheering me up when iam down , thanks for giving me advise , thanks for everything kayy ? : )
to dhat someone; u dont need to lose dhat person dhen u start loving . its no use cause it will be too late . i remembered when the date dhat i started falling inlove with you ; 01.05.2008 . its been a long journey . the happy , sad , sweet , sour , moments r all gone now . ferst , i trust you , but something happen makes me hard to trust you anymore . u tried to gain my trust , but after a half way dhere , u stop . iam trying my best to be strong n trust you . but i cant . sebab aku hanyer bertepok sblah tangan jerr , i need some supports n dhat support came from you . i believe u can change for the better but its seems u change for the worst . u change now , i wonder why . everything in u , have change . even our love . dhats why i cant stand it , i swallow everything n now its time for me to 'pee' . i hope u know what i mean . i dont want to vomit back cause its a waste of time telling u but u refuse to do it . in ur head r just for enjoyments ! u tend to forget me , put me aside , throw me when u r with ur friends ! dont try to deny it ! dhats why when i say dhat i want to spent time with you , dont ever ask me to slack with your friends also . iam not use to ur friends . every person got a different kind of behaviour but being with you for a year is enough for u to know at least half of me or everything in me . i know i'hv change but please , iam trying my best . u said u scared of losing me but i dont so . i dont know what ur friends done to you , tell you shit until u become like dhis . iam not trying to put a blame at ur friends uhh . kawan , kawan jugak , klaw dah melampau , baru nk menyesal , tkder guner . nk berubah , tapy berubah lagy mcm cik al buat aper ? when we in a fight , u scholded me like iam a doll . use vulgarities . its seem dhat u did not know dhat i am a HUMAN BEING WITH A HEART N FEELINGS . girls r sensitive . u should understand perr . bukan nyer dorg nk ikotkan dorg punyer sensitivity , dhey r trying dheir best to control . but guys , being ego dont bring u up to be a man . u know me for 1 year 6 months plus , until now u dont understand me ? dhis is what u call love ? set a date where u r not going out n just refresh back the time when we fight , we laugh , we jokes , we *** n everything dhat we have done together in the past . i bet its not a waste of time thinking of dhat . : (
♥; きじょやろ .
Iam one.five . 24/10 .
& I own somebody special on ZerOneZeroFiveZeroEight .
Wasted almost 15 years of my life learning about things I was NEVER curious about.
n Iam Fragile . :)
