|| You fall in my trap . u're here to read my life n
i'am here expressing not impressing
Icthy hands polluting my taggie , please be brave to show ur talents alryte ?
yeah ! N I N I I E quit smoking already ; not fully . iam trying my best . haish ! i dont know why all out if a sudden i get dhis feeling to stop smoking & drinking . i wash off already . becoming a good girl for ziE . haha ! okehy , its been a long time i did'nt update my blog . haha ! now time check ; 2.50 am . i'am still not sleeping . currently msging with ziE . ilove him so much sheyy ! haha ! 2morrow meeting him ! yeah ! exams finally going towards the end ! n i got a feeling dhat i did'nt do well . but , i have confidence dhat i will get promoted . insyallah ! its left with D&T and MUSIC . dhen finish ! yeah ! haish ! but iam still worried with the performance dhat i'hv done all dhis long at sch . i misbehave , iam notty , haha ! all memory shey ! but now , my teacher say dhat i'hv change by coming to school everyday & did'nt create the problems dhat i've created past . dhis is all thanks to councellor , teachers , principal for their advice . n thanks to ME ! i'hv change for the better . goodgood ! next year dah sec 3 . dah besar anak mak . heee ! hmm , its been a long time too with ziE . 1 year , 5 months 16 days . i did'nt tought dhat we could last this long . i hope it will continue till the gate of heaven . insyallah . hmm , he's the ONLY one who understand wat i need n want . we'hv been through thick n thin dhat some of you guys have'nt . fights , get scholded , jealousy , FUCKED UP ! but when comes to the sweet parts , its darm sweet of him . the kiss at my cheeks , forehead , mouth ; and the taste of his tounge just cannot explain how the feeling of it . the hugs that he give me almost everyday , makes me smile n feel secure with not much worries . the SWEETEST thing dhat he does is to say ; I L O V E Y O U ! dhat was the moment of joy shey . hee ! giving each other wishes makes me feel dhat he wont forget me . the sweetest wishes he gave me was a good night wish . makes me sleep n dream of him peacefully . its hard for me to let him go . i dont know why . its so hard , darm hard ! dhats why when ghurls trying to be close to him , i start to feel scared . iam scared of losing a guy dhat i love so much so easily taken by other ghurls . cause i feel so lonely without him by my side , i feel hopeless . i'hv got him now , so i cant afford to miss the chance of showing my L O V E to him . i still remember the past where we r not so serious , after the incident , we started to L O V E each other . till now ; n forever . insyallah . hmm ,
"bhy ,
iam sorraye if u think dhat i'am changing . but i'hv realise my wrongs , my fault , n i'am trying very hard to change because of you . i hope u will help me along . i'am trying my best okehy bhy ? i change cause i l o v e y o u . no one knows how much i love you acept god . he's dhe only one who knows , how much i love you . the tears , sweat everything is all for you . thanks for everything dhat u did to me all dhis while . i really appreaciate it . n i will do the same also . muhammad yusri , i love you bhy ! hee !
hmm , i hope we will continue like dhis kayy ? i'am sick n tired of fighting . i just want to spent time with you now . cause u r the ONLY who can make me go HMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM . u make me laugh out , burst out with ur jokes , sometimes u love to irritates me , make me angry , but at last u come to me n say sorraye . how sweet u r . u always make me smile everyday . u brighten my day . u the one who teach me to be Confidence of myself . all dhis makes me hard to forget you & lose you ! i just CAN'T ! u experience it before how hurt my heart was when u do dhat , but atlast u try to make me laugh & smile . from the outer , u can tell dhat i'am happy but inside my heart was cut into 1000000000000000000000000000000000000000 times . i don't want it to happen again . cause its so painful ! hmmmm , time check ; 3.40 am .
iam going to sleep cause ziE ask so . 2morrow meeting him , I NK KISS EHY ? haha ! love you bhy !
yeah ! N I N I I E quit smoking already ; not fully . iam trying my best . haish ! i dont know why all out if a sudden i get dhis feeling to stop smoking & drinking . i wash off already . becoming a good girl for ziE . haha ! okehy , its been a long time i did'nt update my blog . haha ! now time check ; 2.50 am . i'am still not sleeping . currently msging with ziE . ilove him so much sheyy ! haha ! 2morrow meeting him ! yeah ! exams finally going towards the end ! n i got a feeling dhat i did'nt do well . but , i have confidence dhat i will get promoted . insyallah ! its left with D&T and MUSIC . dhen finish ! yeah ! haish ! but iam still worried with the performance dhat i'hv done all dhis long at sch . i misbehave , iam notty , haha ! all memory shey ! but now , my teacher say dhat i'hv change by coming to school everyday & did'nt create the problems dhat i've created past . dhis is all thanks to councellor , teachers , principal for their advice . n thanks to ME ! i'hv change for the better . goodgood ! next year dah sec 3 . dah besar anak mak . heee ! hmm , its been a long time too with ziE . 1 year , 5 months 16 days . i did'nt tought dhat we could last this long . i hope it will continue till the gate of heaven . insyallah . hmm , he's the ONLY one who understand wat i need n want . we'hv been through thick n thin dhat some of you guys have'nt . fights , get scholded , jealousy , FUCKED UP ! but when comes to the sweet parts , its darm sweet of him . the kiss at my cheeks , forehead , mouth ; and the taste of his tounge just cannot explain how the feeling of it . the hugs that he give me almost everyday , makes me smile n feel secure with not much worries . the SWEETEST thing dhat he does is to say ; I L O V E Y O U ! dhat was the moment of joy shey . hee ! giving each other wishes makes me feel dhat he wont forget me . the sweetest wishes he gave me was a good night wish . makes me sleep n dream of him peacefully . its hard for me to let him go . i dont know why . its so hard , darm hard ! dhats why when ghurls trying to be close to him , i start to feel scared . iam scared of losing a guy dhat i love so much so easily taken by other ghurls . cause i feel so lonely without him by my side , i feel hopeless . i'hv got him now , so i cant afford to miss the chance of showing my L O V E to him . i still remember the past where we r not so serious , after the incident , we started to L O V E each other . till now ; n forever . insyallah . hmm ,
"bhy ,
iam sorraye if u think dhat i'am changing . but i'hv realise my wrongs , my fault , n i'am trying very hard to change because of you . i hope u will help me along . i'am trying my best okehy bhy ? i change cause i l o v e y o u . no one knows how much i love you acept god . he's dhe only one who knows , how much i love you . the tears , sweat everything is all for you . thanks for everything dhat u did to me all dhis while . i really appreaciate it . n i will do the same also . muhammad yusri , i love you bhy ! hee !
hmm , i hope we will continue like dhis kayy ? i'am sick n tired of fighting . i just want to spent time with you now . cause u r the ONLY who can make me go HMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM . u make me laugh out , burst out with ur jokes , sometimes u love to irritates me , make me angry , but at last u come to me n say sorraye . how sweet u r . u always make me smile everyday . u brighten my day . u the one who teach me to be Confidence of myself . all dhis makes me hard to forget you & lose you ! i just CAN'T ! u experience it before how hurt my heart was when u do dhat , but atlast u try to make me laugh & smile . from the outer , u can tell dhat i'am happy but inside my heart was cut into 1000000000000000000000000000000000000000 times . i don't want it to happen again . cause its so painful ! hmmmm , time check ; 3.40 am .
iam going to sleep cause ziE ask so . 2morrow meeting him , I NK KISS EHY ? haha ! love you bhy !
♥; きじょやろ .
Iam one.five . 24/10 .
& I own somebody special on ZerOneZeroFiveZeroEight .
Wasted almost 15 years of my life learning about things I was NEVER curious about.
n Iam Fragile . :)
